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Sunday, May 6, 2012

&& lables

Blogged @ 3:19 PM

HEHE.

what do you think of my new hairstyle? ^^ got it yesterday , celebrated dad's birthday as well. happy 47th bday daddy ! :D here's a picture of the new hair, im lovin it. HEHE.

hmm , anyway , i am happy with leong now. so happy. i hope we last. very random update. guess im too hapy with my new hair. he has yet to see it n i hope he likes it ! ♥

okay, bye ~

我要快乐。

Monday, April 9, 2012

&& lables

Blogged @ 12:30 PM

8.

8 April 2012 , he texted valerie in the morning , to relay a msg to me , telling me he decided to leave. he left without a word to me. ohwell. i really dont know what happened. i expected this to happen. but just not so soon. so freaking soon. i thought he would be the one. i thought we would last. maybe its just me being naive down here. but its okay. i think i will be strong. neither did he reply my texts. neither did he answer my calls anymore. i know , there is no turning back . nothing i do would help. i should just forget everything. but its just not so easy. fml.

didnt you said you wont leave unless i leave ?

iloveyou. alot.

我要快乐。

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

&& lables

Blogged @ 4:53 PM

SOMETIMES

sometimes i do really wonder how much i stand in your heart baby ):
this sentence
"i have to weigh which one is heavier what. 就放她去死 lor!"
made me happy but yet worried :(
because i know you will have guilt in you and feel helpless afterwards and i cannot help you at all. as much as i want you to mean your words but i dont want you to feel bad afterwards! :(
sometimes i think i damn stupid write all these but he doesnt know i have a blog and i dont think he will bother to read because he hates reading long long long long long texts or words. hehehe. its okay . like i always say for the past years that , a few yrs down the road i will have known what i have went through over the years. (:
sooooooooooooooo. to sum it up , i dont know the purpose of this blog update but still -_- LOL.
baby , i dont mind my priority in your life as long as i feel prioritised at the least bit ;)
still , my wish is still the same , as stated in the valentine's card.
well , maybe one day i will let you see my blog ?
lalala , i just love you so much.
nevermind about what other people say.

我要快乐。

Sunday, April 1, 2012

&& lables

Blogged @ 12:00 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
APRIL FOOL!

Yes it is april fools today but no the birthday aint a prank ! its baby's birthday today. yay ♥

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY BABY.
YOU'RE NOW A FREE MAN.
although you already are a few hundred years back. heheh. :B

well well well , went out with baby yesterday , but just for a mere 4 hours or so because he needed to go for prayers for his mom in the evening. so we parted. nevertheless even if it was a 30 minutes time spent with him , its worth it. i am a good girl because i went straight home after that. :)

being with baby for around two months now. i am truly happy. although complications is kind of a norm in us. but i am still so happy with him. for love , rather , for him , my love is so strong. made me do so many crazy things.

Baby made me :
- Tried satay bee hoon for the first time and it was nice!
- Tried Laksa for the first time and it was nice too!
- Tried honey green tea and it is nice too!
- Tried chocolate milk tea and it is nice too! LOLLOLLOL
- woke up early in the morning and travelled down to the airport just to meet him
- woke up like earli in the morning to have brkfast , and take a long bus ride to his workplace, send him to work , and then i go to work.
- forced to buy food for him even when we are quarreling but turns out that he just wants to apologise to me.

hahaha , most of it are about eating. baby's shocked and said im not a singaporean because i have never tasted laksa before. LOL. x) ohwell , i cannot eat spicy food ,what to do!?

i actually dont expect much from baby. because i know there cannot be high hopes even if i want to. i am already contented.

looking forward to every single day , because of you baby.
iloveyou , happy birthday ♥

我要快乐。

Saturday, March 31, 2012

&& lables

Blogged @ 12:30 AM

ACTUALLY

Actually very demotivated to blog anymore since last year or so because nobody actually come and read this site anymore. maybe there is ? LOL. whatever it is , life is okay up till now , 2012 isnt as bad as it would seem to be ! end of the world? go die la. LOL.

i
love
Leong
a
lot
!

bleh.
yes, i really love him. been so many complications and two bigbigbig quarrels , im glad things are already fine ! ♥ Gotta thank my 10 yrs long jie , Valerie , for helping me along the way. woohoo. loves.

been working all this while after o levels. not bad at all actually but what i earn aint enuf for me to spend. LOLLL. as always huh? -_- started tuition for my o level retakes. money is draining me dry because of all the expenses i have to pay for myself. exam , tuition , misc. haiz! :( so sad. adult fare killing me as well.. nehneh.

surprisingly i went to retake my science as well and retake my chinese for fun , hoping to get a b3 or a2 maybe. pfft. damn lame. aiya , chinese no need study , take for fun also can x) better than nothing!

kk that's about it for my round up for the past months. heh.
tomorrow going out with baby to celebrate his birthday x) i bought a pretty dress to wear for tomorrow actually. HEHEHE ♥

i will TRY to update my blog moreee. TRY !

我要快乐。

Monday, February 6, 2012

&& lables

Blogged @ 11:53 AM

LEONG.

i love leong, the best that i have ever had. but its a rough patch for us now. due to my father flaring at him late at night last night. i cannot do anything , he doesnt wanna meet him , i dont have my phone , i cant do anything at all about our relationship. i can only hope it will stay.. HE, will stay. i have faith in our love. but i am so afraid right now. hoping he will stay. hoping things will take a good turn before valentine's day.

i love you baby. sorry to cause all the trouble for you.
if only i hung up and went to sleep ytd night as you told me to.
i'm sorry.

been moving on and on for better choices because no one treats me better or i simply cant get ver myself.

but this time round , i feel that you are the one , you are WORTH IT.
you gave me confidence.
no point saying so much , until we're back to the same us again.

it actually does hurt a lot. and i hate my father somehow now.

我要快乐。

Sunday, November 27, 2011

&& lables

Blogged @ 1:58 AM

HARD

Its hard to keep a relationship going. i love yuzhong very much. but i cannot handle myself. its been 6 days since we got together. i am happy , but there are complications. zhong is very understanding , treats me very well. but i feel like we're drifting apart soon. baby , i will try to be a good girlf and stop my nonsense. i dont want to quarrel anymore. this quarrel today , breaks my heart alot.

我要快乐。