Jasmin

2012-02-06T11:53:00.003+08:00

LEONG.

i love leong, the best that i have ever had. but its a rough patch for us now. due to my father flaring at him late at night last night. i cannot do anything , he doesnt wanna meet him , i dont have my phone , i cant do anything at all about our relationship. i can only hope it will stay.. HE, will stay. i have faith in our love. but i am so afraid right now. hoping he will stay. hoping things will take a good turn before valentine's day.

i love you baby. sorry to cause all the trouble for you.
if only i hung up and went to sleep ytd night as you told me to.
i'm sorry.

been moving on and on for better choices because no one treats me better or i simply cant get ver myself.

but this time round , i feel that you are the one , you are WORTH IT.
you gave me confidence.
no point saying so much , until we're back to the same us again.

it actually does hurt a lot. and i hate my father somehow now.

2011-11-27T01:58:00.002+08:00

HARD

Its hard to keep a relationship going. i love yuzhong very much. but i cannot handle myself. its been 6 days since we got together. i am happy , but there are complications. zhong is very understanding , treats me very well. but i feel like we're drifting apart soon. baby , i will try to be a good girlf and stop my nonsense. i dont want to quarrel anymore. this quarrel today , breaks my heart alot.

2011-11-03T13:53:00.001+08:00

THINK.

After so much days of hurt and crying, nbot forgetting waiting , i think i will still hang on for a few more days. i dont wish to have a situation happening whereby i have already given up , but you came back wanting me.. that.. hurts the most. fuck love. sigh. LeonTan. :'/

2011-10-31T22:11:00.001+08:00

MISS.

i miss leontan. sigh.
外面有很多很多的好男人，可是他們卻沒有辦法給我對你的那種感覺。
there's a lot alot of good guys out there, but none can make me feel what i feel for you, in them.
i miss you leon , i really miss you. sigh..
fuck love.

2011-10-27T19:16:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY , NOT.

got together with leontan maybe like a month plus ago. but didnt had a official date of us. so i fussed about it. threw attitude, and blew up the relationship. he wanted me back. but i refused, with my heart bleeding when i know i still have feelings. didnt know why i did that to him. maybe the fear of getting hurt again like how alexx has hurt me devoured myself. though now i wish that he will be back go me like before.. although there had been many ups and downs. i dont want to beg him to come back. like how i begged alexx. its a big no-no for begging in a relationship. i will just let things be. just hoping that everything will be fine. i regretted my actions once again. failure. anyway , i doubt leontan will come to my blog. dont think he can remember my blog url. so it doesnt harm me in any way of posting this. haha. even if he does already read this , so what? i'm speaking the truth.. oh well.

anyway , today's my birthday. lolololol. although a happy occasion , not very happy too. relationship problems , really kill me. sigh. no choice, i worship love like !#%^!%$!&..... Mom gave me a bottle of perfume on the 15th , but got me a new phone yesterday , happy (; Samsung Galaxy S2. very satisfied with this phone. not really interested in iphone anymore.

today is also the O levels maths paper 1. i did my best. i really did. i did not slept a wink , chiong all the way , i still hope i can pass my maths. hmm.. alright. byebye.

我后悔了，可是没有跟你说，你又会知道吗？
是我的，总有一天会回来我身边的吧。。

2011-10-25T00:04:00.003+08:00

BREEZE.

O levels started today , went to school with annie and mandy together via bus. first time sia ! hehe ! ♥ english was quite a breeze ! managed to finish all questions but a little fucked up at the paper 1. :/ oh well ~ my compo consisted of 3 full double sided pages , i think its too much , but i wrote in very big handwriting cos i was worried that the cambridge markers cannot see. LOLLOL. wrote neatly too. maybe if i wrote in my smaller writing , would be like 4 pages instead. hope its not too much. my situational writing. i really dont know to be happy or sad. judge for yourselves.

levels english Question : Anne and John, two representatives of the World Student Council, wants to know more about typical Singaporean teenagers and are interested in their ambitions, beliefs, interests, hobbies and social lives.

Suggestions chosen by me : Select two students to take Anne and John to some interesting places in the city and explain the significance of these places to teenagers.

My Answer : ambitions = Nanyang Acandemy of Fine Arts , beliefs : City Harvest Church , interests and hobbies : Bugis Street & *SCAPE , social lives : Zouk .

AM I DEAD OR JUST INTERESTING ? -____-
i posted the above at facebook as well and i realised some people wrote similar answers as mine. really hope the cambridge markers wont think that i am a crazy betch in singapore.. i mean like... THIS IS REALLY WHAT THE TEENAGERS DO MA LOLLOLLOL! -.- dontcare la , two days more and its maths , im gonna force myself to go out and study with annie and maybe a few others. if not i can say byebye to my pastry course. aiming only just republic poly or choa chu kang ITE. bobian alr. tsktsk

bye !

2011-10-23T22:47:00.002+08:00

DOOM.

Tomorrow is the start of my doom. O levels tomorrow , first paper , English. long hours in school , 2pm to 6.30pm. i wish that the paper would be an easy one. for th first time in my life , i really wish that my maths will pass. i am planning to go to republic poly , or CCK ITE. to pursue my passion , baking. haiz. really hope i can pass my damn maths , if not i've got nowhere to go , which really means doom alr. -___- sighhhh. single feels great , but still , having complicated relationships lying around. F3 , yes , still stuck on maple , am level 138 now. trololol. after O levels, thinking of revamping my blogshop. blah. okay bye , off to play audi with LeonTan. idiot boy.

2011-09-08T21:51:00.003+08:00

PANDA.

ohmy ohmy, i am feeling very very touched right now. there was an event in maple just now where the GMAs will give out one chair for that day but we must bid for it using a specific item that the gm want for the use of bidding on that day. today was a panda chair, using watermelons to bid.

so people were bidding and bidding and then i went online. i saw people bidding and i got dam excited, i like th panda chair too cos its very cute :3 so i told everyone i wanted to bid. but in order to bid , we have to mega. but i ran out of mega. xiang said he will help me mega , so i chiong to buy watermelons. i wanted to bid 40 000 watermelons as the bid at that moment was 29 900 watermelons.. i started buying and my friends, valent , his cousin , shun chang , and iris helped me to store the watermelons.

soon, xiang mega-ed 40 000 watermelons by JaSbUNnyx. and my buddy chat went like "WOW!?" "WTF?!" "SIAO AH?!" etc. then the GMA pm-ed me and i kena guailan -____- LIKE WTF.

"you sure you got that amount of melons now? if you dont have , its counted as invalid."
"case closed"

case closed means the chair went to that guy which bidded with 29900 watermelons.

fml max. i was all sad and angry at that time. becos i bought around 20000 watermelons alr.. sigh.. so i was like kpkb in buddy chat scolding the GMA for not giving me time to carry on buying the melons. fcuk -.- zzz.

xiang suddenly traded me. he gave me a panda chair :O i gave him 300m mesos. he gave it back to me. forced me to take back my mesos and keep the chair. wtf. so touched. i really am touched. he gave up his panda chair , despite not having as much mesos as me in maplesea. he gave it to me without any hesitation and didnt expect anything in return. i really was so touched. i teared :'( it may seem exaggerating. but at that moment when i was so angry and sad, he gave me what i wanted. wtf. very nice of xiang. like seriously.

so now, i am a happy girl , with a panda chair from xiang (: thankyou xiang , i know you're reading (; winkwink. ♥

2011-09-05T22:55:00.004+08:00

TWO.

these few weeks i have met two really good guys that takes very good care of me ! (: xiang aka shaun , and leon ! ^-^ sometimes i really must thank maplestory , th online game. hohohoh. known xiang for quite a long time. say 4~5 months. leon , around 3 weeks. all very good guys. been hanging out with them. xiang is one crazy guy. :@ stay awake just to wait for me go over sengkang find him n go out tgt ! hahaha ! one thing i hate about going out with them , LAN gaming, oh wtf ): at home maple with them till sian already , go out , still play online games ! faints ! both of them make me really happy and feel special. (; xiang is a good joker, leon shoots me like machine gun , make me laugh like hell like always. HEHE. so happy with them.

today went out with them yet again , early in the morning kena woke up by xiang's text , went to bathe n went over to sengkang to find him. ate KFC breakfast tgt. then waited for dam long for a dam cab to travel to chambers @ dhoby ghaut to find leon! :@ reached there , played two hours of games and went to find xiang's girlf. the girlf shy max sia ! hohoho. loiter around the arcade for dam long n i got really sian becos we didnt know how to help xiang's girlf celeberate her birthday ): like after 1hour ++ , went to eat at yoshinoya. den i remembered , chambers eat my money -.- NABUEY JIBAI. angry max. becos i didnt bring my ez-link out today , so i need to put a deposit of $10 at the counter . when paying for my usage , i forgot all about the deposit and paid another $2. zzz. when buying yoshinoya then i remembered -___- made our way back to chambers to get the $10 , but failed to do so. tmd -.- becos the people at the counter changed shift, if i wanna get the money , i have to wait till 11pm -.- so xiang said he will get someone to help me collect it. so okay (: went to play pool opposite chambers, had fun! i teached xiang's girlf to play pool too. HAHA. teached her suing a very cute stand , the peace sign stand. LMAO. cannot balme me , her hands stiff what ! while i was teaching , xiang and leon went to buy bubble tea for me , THANKYOU ^-^ den continued playing til around 5.15pm.. closed table and went loitering around dhoby. sent xiang's girl home , and we went home as well after that. so tiring ! but fun.

i love to spend my time with xiang and leon! hehehe ! i really wanna thank them for making me feel wanted, special and protected. thanks (: meeting them this wednesday or thursday again. hehe ! :B

2011-08-30T00:35:00.002+08:00

JUNK.

some guys are seriously just junk. example , Ken Foo. girls , if your boy can not reply your text for more than 6 hours, you can break off straight away, it purely shows he is not interested. 130811 , to the hell with you.

2011-07-27T19:21:00.002+08:00

SUCCESSFULLY.

after around 4 and a half months , i met super nice , caring , loving people from everywhere. i have successfully moved on from my previous relationship. like finally. i must thank you , alexx, for making me know how to handle the next guy that i will be with. haha. thanks for the 2 years 5 months , full of happiness and shits of cos. oh well. successfully moved on , so let's not talka bout it anymore. getting more n more tired of schooling. i know i am gonna be dead for my O levels , so i really have no idea what to do now -.- super fucked up -.- oh well. thinking of revamping BELOW25.. but yet a tad lazy. hahaha. addicted back to maple again since june holidays :O now level 121 alr , like wtf, first time reach level 121. LMAO. oh well oh well. living in bliss for the past two weeks or so. ♥ so happy. relationships are going well for me, but still single. hoho. i hope , he will be the one ^-^

2011-07-17T14:04:00.003+08:00

FINDING

finding the someone that you really love is hard. finding someone that loves you back , is even harder. for the past 4 months plus , life has been rocky for me. everything just complicates itself again n again. sometimes, i dont even know what i am walking towards to , and what i want. for the past one month , my life has been okay, made alot of new frens , got to know alot of good people. found someone that i wanted to put effort on. but its another hard person. sigh. and yesterday , i think my efforts on this guy went up to thin air. sigh. love is hard. but i , cant live without love. sigh. lets hope everything become better for me soon. i really want to be happy.

this blog is as good as dead -_-

2011-06-08T22:00:00.003+08:00

MOST EXPENSIVE.

hihi ! today woke up at 1pm plus , cant get up in the morning for work cos i am really tired.. sorry all kfc staff :( xinmin suddenly talked to me on fb , then started talking about work , den to my relationship.. sigh. den after tht decided to meet. met at cwp , i was late :( and then ate kfc. most expensive meal for the month. $6. zzzz. and then went to civic centre to sing ktv. sibei rich suddenly hor me! cos i got money from mom & i dug my piggy bank for money. pathetic. managed to bring $32 out of my house. haiz.. pathetic life i have now. went to sing songs, sang till 8pm , went to timezone take neoprints. haha! long time never take neoprint alr.. xinmin said her first neoprint was taken with me! hoho. A happy day spent with a old friend. & also , the most expensive day i have spent in this 3 months. zzzzzz.

i love you, im waiting, i'll hang on.

2011-05-31T00:18:00.002+08:00

EASY

waiting for a person you love, really isnt easy at all. i will hang on. i will. i believe some day , my waiting will be worth it.

2011-05-27T20:36:00.002+08:00

TURN.

things are getting a better turn , but not good enough. im trying very hard to find back the love. give me time, give me chance. i will change, i believe one day can still find back the love we had 2 years ago. i am trying very hard. i love you. really.

2011-05-15T01:16:00.003+08:00

DO YOU?

i wonder, do you still come back to my blog occasionally to see how i am going in life? if ye, im sorry i have not updated. becos im updating all my thoughts on another blog. i cant give up on you. i still love you. its too late to regret now. i love you. i really still do.

2011-04-10T09:09:00.001+08:00

WHEN

i miss you alot.. baby , when are you coming back? i'm waiting. i will be waiting. i love you.

2011-04-09T10:53:00.002+08:00

BADLY.

i miss you badly. im not going to give up. come back to me. i'll wait. i love you.

2011-04-08T20:33:00.005+08:00

FROM TODAY.

starting from today , i will be waiting for alexx. to come back. i will wait. no one is going to stop me. i will wait. i believe one day you will come back to me baby. i know. i will be waiting. i will be waiting from today onwards. trust me. really trust me. baby , if you see this post. you know i'm waiting for you. no matter what becomes of you. i'm yours.

2011-04-07T20:19:00.003+08:00

LOVE.

i found out that i still love alexx alot. haiz. god bless me to go back to the way i was.. 2 years ago.

2011-03-24T19:16:00.003+08:00

FIRST TIME.

for the first time in my life i feel so free again. the past 2 years 5 months plus must have been a nightmare. a very bad one indeed. today i finally broke free of everything, not caring of everything about this alexx anymore. i officially have nothing to do with him anymore. forever. i will not turn back anymore cos he's just a liar afterall. love me? wanna patch? dream on. go back to your Admirable SY la seriously. fuck you.

2011-03-23T18:47:00.002+08:00

FOUND OUT.

i think i've found out why i am updating so super rarely on this site already.. there are alot of reasons. but i think the one that is the biggest factors of all is facebook ! ._. because its like , everytime i feel pissed , happy , heartbroken or whatever shit , i always update instantly on facebook. whereas last time i wasnt so into fb , thats why i always update my blog on a daily basis. haizxczxczxczxzc! and blogger , u dun expect me to update every few hours of my feelings ma ._. so many things happened througout this.. erm.. i dunno , 3 months or so? haiz! closing down my blogshop as well cuz i lead a single life now & school is screwing me up like a bitch. zzz. i am in the academic probation programme , which means more homework , & stays in school till 5pm everyday. totally ridiculous programme the school planned for us (those who sleeps in class , nvr hand in work , and all the bad stuffs etc) . this programme makes me lose even more interest towards my studies -.- i seriously duwanna look into my future already. i wanna be the owner of my own pastry shop , selling cookies and what nots in CBD area. looks like its hard now. sciences and humanities are both fucked up by me. maths is like a rollercoaster , up & down. chinese , cant be bothered. FNN , starting to lose interest. fml eh. zz. think i MAY come back to blogging. MAY. okay bye.

2011-01-24T22:25:00.005+08:00

STRANGLED.

Broke up , i dun think i will go back to him , alexx kuah xuan keong , ever ever, again.
writing this post not because i wanna tell the whole world that i broke up,
i want to let myself know what happen today , that led to this break up.
this incident will be a permanent imprint in my life , f o r e v e r.

all started on a fateful day , today , 24th January 2011. which happened to be gonggong's birthday/ everything was smooth sailing. after school , wendy , mosa , boon khoon , gonggong and alexx came to fetch me from school , went to milkk cafe to eat. after that , walked home , on the way walking home , had conflict. fucking hell bastard went walking away after he shouted at me. nice. needed $25 from him , he lent from his dad. i walked to his house alone. when i reach , i heard his dad kpkb. took silent steps towards the door , he was kpkb-ing about the $25. stood there for 5 minutes. alexx , you dint know this. ryte? tsk. went in the house , helped him to lie through the father to make him less angry. went into the room , sat on the bed , saw him started deleting everything that i posted as well as a girl's post , named jessica dunno whatever shit. started asking him why delete everything , he stayed silent , finally , i cannot take it , i forced him to either delete me as a friend on facebook , if not break up. he deleted afterall. and then he went to the bed.. ahhh , the usual routine , after quarrel , goes to bed , lie on it , close eyes with folded arms and stay silent for the rest of the whole few hours until i went home. i started talking to him bout my views and everything that i could say. still no answer from him , i grabbed his hand , telling him to answer me , he kept telling me to let go , but i wouldn't. i held very tight , very very tight , and he turned his hand , twisting my hand at the same time. very , very , very painful. i cried instantly right after being twisted on my right wrist. hurt , physically , & emotionally. started to get very very angry, and i punched him, alot of times , continuosly , full force on the stomach , he kept blocking , and i kept hitting & punching , not caring of how he felt , and how my fists felt. at this fateful moment , he couldnt take it anymroe as well , sitted up instantly and strangled me , instantly. i was shocked , but i insisted on not giving up. cried so much. so so much. his parents came in. asked us what happen , tell us not to turn violent and stuffs that i couldnt care. cried. because of heartbreak. told the parents to go out and leave us along. threw the couple ring out of the windows. collapsed at a point in time after i kept crying and shouting at alexx. he shouted at me as well. collasped. cry cry cry , and calmed down slowly. sat there. thinkign what to do next. and the next moment , started to fish out all the anniversary gifts , as well as things that reminds our relationship. threw one by one on the floor. and then i went to take a plastic bag. i put everything inside , and i asked him , whether he wanted anything in it.

he asked "wad if i want everything?"
"oh , thats your problem , you can keep it all. i dun care also. tsk."
"fine , nevermind , throw away."
"i already helped you put everything inside the plastic bag , all you need to do is to throw away."

i took my bag , closed the door and went off. he called out to me , tell me to throw away. i ignored and walked out. wore my shoes , i told the dad i will give back the house keys as soon as i cleared all my things in the house. he said i could keep it, whereas the mom said to pass to her after i was done. was wearing my shoes halfway when alexx came out , and threw the plastic bag on the floor , saying "i say throw means throw."

fine , i took it after finished wearing my shoes. th dad asked me wad was in it , i said , "some fotos , notebooks , card , rings." he told me to bring home , after i and alexx ok alr den come and put those things back in place. i just gave a smirk. i turned towards the rubbish chute side, the dad stopped me , he asked me whether i was going to throw those things away. i said yes , but he told me to pass it to him. i said alexx told me to throw , no need to pass to him. he insisted on having the plastic bag of memories , so i gave it to him reluctantly cos i was about to throw it. he told me , when me and alexx stop quarreling , come back to the house , he will welcome me. i just gave a faint smile and walked away. as i know , what he said , will never happen..

never did i thought that the guy that i loved so deeply , and i thought he loved me deeply as well , would take up the courage , to Strangle me. never in my life i expected this from him , alexx kuah. how nice. how wonderful. how great.

the feeling of getting strangled by th one you loved so deeply for 2 years 3months 1 week 5days until the extend of getting out of breathe, is so amazing.. My heart is already dead for you. Even death will not bring me back to you. I thought you were the best, but it turned out you are the worst amongst all the relationships tat i got into. Your actions will not be forgiven..

f o r e v e r .

2011-01-14T20:52:00.005+08:00

TEO YI RONG.

Dear Yi Rong :

Rest In Peace. Its a pity that you have gone so fast.
We will all miss your existance & the times we spent together.
I've never expected you to....
Just a few days ago , Alexx bought his new helmet , and was wanting you to help him take out the sticker because he knew that you know how to do it, without a single scratch on the helmet.
Just a month ago , you bought 5 pairs of GEO lens from me & also helped me intro my blogshop to your friends.
Just a month ago , you were at Alexx's & Papa's birthday chalet enjoying the time everybody spent together..
Just a month ago , you were still riding your super cool bike..
& now , you're gone.
We will miss you alot , alot , alot.
I want to see you cut sotong , wash the bowl , ride the bike , get drunk and collapse at eHub....
Again.
Please wake up & accept my facebook friend request..
Hope you'll see this post from wherever you are.
God bless you.
We will remember you , forever , the guy with the coolest bike in Cube.
Rest In Peace.

Take Care , Yi Rong.

Next life , don't be a naughty boy & play with bikes anymore..

2010-12-28T23:44:00.002+08:00

TIME FLIES.

hi everyone~ i know , long time no post , as usual. i dunno why. its either i cant find a motivation or aspiration to post and blog , or i am busy with BELOW25.. hmm. i think its a bit of both. have been spending my holidays working , going overseas , celebrating birthdays , 65% on blogshop. alot things screwed up in my house after my sis & parents left for china lor! so fucked up. this year i didnt went becos i wanna spent time with alexx for his bday ^^ i so good. xD anyways , a few fuckedup things :

1 ) Quarrel with aunt

2 ) comp spoil

3 ) Living room's Tv spoil

4 ) master bedroom's tv spoil

What happened regarding (1) :

zzz,

4th december : went steamboat with aunt and her frens for her bday. nvr on comp
5th december : on comp till 2am

6th december : went out morning, told aunt tht i got sch (fake)

so wht happened was , i was on th cab coming home from sembwang , my phone ringed and i answered. she start scolding me , like wtf. she said i cnt wake up for school isit today , bla bla bla , kip scolding, when i could wake up at 7.00am tht day. she said "you sure you can wake up?! u use comp till so late ytd , today your alarm ring so long , still need me to wake you up den u can wake up , alarm clock also nvr turn off!!!" i went angry too : "I WHERE GOT CANT WAKE UP? I WOKE UP AT 7AM TODAY. MY ALARM RING 2 SECONDS I OFF ALR. IS YOU AWAKEN BY THE ALARM TONE DEN U WAKE ME UP ONE. I RMB OK. AND I WHERE GOT ON COMP? U CRAZY AH?" there turns th fire on. she started shouting into the fone for being called crazy by me. rly crazy. she kip repeating , asking me to confirm if i didnt on comp th day before , den i realised i made a mistake , i did on comp , i mistaken it for th steamboat day. den i APOLOGISED. but she still continued ranting like a mad woman. crazy. anyways , i lazy to elaborate more , because if i continue to elaborate , this post will be as long as the vietnam post. -.-

regarding (2) :

my comp spoiled becos of my itchy hands. tht day , tht fateful day , i was playing my computer as usual. was watching "the breakout" on xinmsn.com den suddenly , th comp hang , it was quite normal. but tht few days , was so fucked up man. i play for a few hours , den th comp auto shut down , th screen will appear "I HATE YOU." ... ... ... NO LA. -.- crazy. it will appear on the screen saying "POWER SAVING MODE" and den it turns black. den i so dulan bodoh. i off th cpu , n on again , bout 3 times , but it still shows th power saving mode. den i damn fucked up n irritated, COS WHEN I WATCHING THE BREAKOUT, THE COMP DIE ON ME WHEN THE MOST EXCITING PART CAME. WTF -.-!! den i went to connect the cables tight . everything tht i could, and i tried to on again , POWER SAVING MODE. FML TTM.. .. .. GRRRR ARGHHHH. so , i went to th cpu again , tried to make all the cable tightly poked into those ports. and then........ I SAW THIS APPEALING ORANGE SWITCH.. (: with electric still moving throughout.. i went to switch the appealing orange button to the alternative side. "POOF!" *burnt smell* i shocked , step 2 steps back , afraid tht th whole cpu will explode . I WAS RLY SCARED OKAY.. den aftertht , i switched off th power plug quickly. den after tht i moved slowly towards th cpu. I know im very dramatic , but i rly scared ok -.- cos got burnt smell. den i look into th cpu , no fire. i went to switch th electric on again -,- den press th power on button , nth come out. honggan. and thts it. after a few days , got gonggong to come my house help me fix :D THANKS ALOT! its just the power supply tht is spoiled. th wires burnt becos i switched from 220 voltage to 150 voltage when the electric still running -.- i rly itchy hands -.- zzzz. and thts it.

well , i guess thts all. school is reopening soon. time flies. fretting over a new hairstyle. whether to cut or not , whether to rebond or not~!~ oh well. forget it~ tml family coming back , can go cut hair with mom ^^ hahas. kk , byebye peeps , me going to playplants vs zombies now. SO ADDICTIVE!!

2010-11-25T19:51:00.025+08:00

VIETNAM

HI ALL!!! Im writing this blogpost in the hotel room using wifi. HAHA. hmm. i shall start from day one i guess. Tomorrow will b flying back to sg. Miss everyone back in Singapore ;D i miss working too lor! Haha. will b posting up pictures tgt with this post when i get back to sg. Everytym wanna post but lazy. So might as well now use wifi to blog first. so that i will not be lazy to post cos i dun like to have a fucking draft in my dashboard x.x lalala. i have spent about $550 in Vietnam. i am a bargain pro! HAHA. Buy alot. I think i will have alot of trouble to drag those loots tht i have bought. actually, i kindda forgotten where we went already -_- hmm. overall, had alot of fun with Annie for this 5days ;D hmm. i took alot of pictures these days. All pictures are below. My deepest impression n happiest moment us when we went to the orphanage. Th kids there all fucking cute. I took care of a meimei. Dint torture hor. it was really meaningful. hais. How sad to leave the meimei :( k la. I should separate my thoughts n experience n everything into day 1 to 5. but i wonder, got people read mehhhhh?! -___- k la. I start now. Hoho.

Day 1 : woke up , alexx n i had breakfast at mac in sunplaza. annie didnt wanna come along cos she doesnt wanna be a light bulb. LOL. so she skipped breakfast with me :( after eatikng , found out i missed out something super impt. rushed back home to get it. annie said she couldnt find a cab , so i cabb-ed down with alexx to fetch annie. i remembered the taxi uncle kip on kaopeh mi. zzz. wadeva.

reached school , kena force to remove make up , im fine with it. aft tht bus-ed to airport terminal one , crapped with annie n laughed all the way. we had fun laughing. hoho.

reached Vietnam , Saigon. (Y) had dinner at a halal restaurant. starting me n annie went wtf. but later on th food was okay , so i was okayz with it too. didnt complain. HAHA. after eating , we went to a place where 794634584151445465 are in there for all the saigon ppl to call overseas. there are phone booths n counters there to let you call. starnge but interesting , we dun have tht in sg yawwww.

after that , we went SHOPPING. MY FORTE , MY FAVOURITE OF ALL. maybe not. i will tell you my favourite later. (: the "tour guide" his name is SON. strange , but its okay! he told all of us tht th ben thanh market always chop tourists' heads (meaning hijack the price to 999x higher den usual price) so he told us to bargain for half or more. so i bargained. bargained for every single item i bought. haha. SUCCESSFUL OKAY. helped annie bargain too. there was one time i bargained till th stall owner give me a dulan face , annie became a bit scared and tell me to forget about bargaining and just buy it at the cheapest price tht he offered, but i insisted n at last th owner gave in :D HAPPY MAX. HAHA. dint shop for many thigns as there is vfery little shopping time n we wasted alot of time strolling around with the teachers for no reason -.- wtf.

after shoppiung , we went to the water puppet show , they said tht it was famous. its interesting cos really got water one. LOL. but if they spoke english , it would be more ineteresing cos i dun understand a single thing from it -.-

after water puppet show , we went to check into hotel.. hotel is good. not bad at all! except no bath tub. but its okay!! ^^ LOL. crapped till very late at night before me n annie went to sleep. ccb , lai ang during th first day , super unlucky.

Day 2 : we were going to cu chi tunnel today , before tht , stopped at a shop somewhere at i dunno where. we saw ppl making rice paper. interesting. we went to cu chi tunnels. i cant remember clearly anymore. stm -.- zzz. not very interesting. but th tunnel is really damn cramped x.x cu chi tunnels was th place where alot of bomb crates were there n all the vietnam soldiers' headquarter like thingy when they were having war with th US. not fun -.- got mosquito somemore!!!! ):

after cu chi tunnel , we went to a farm / kampong / tribe village to eat our lunch. the scenery is super nice down there. fotos all at th end of my post. after eating , we went to a tribe dance show thingy. th ppl there were welcoming us to th village , haha. not bad. after tht , we toured around the farm. there was a duck dance show n a pig race , very cute ^^ hehe. i had a chance to get on a buffalo ride, great experience. and also , we went to a fucking bridge tht only has a bamboo pole on it. u only can place one foot infront of each other , or else byebye to you, you drop down into th river. super scary sia i swear. first time i got scared of heights. OMG. X.X

hmmmm~ after that , we went to this place where handicapped people did paintings n many other stuffs there by using eggsheals n pearls. very nice n fin skills. wanted to buy things there but it was really too expensive x.x haisss. all along we ate in halal restaurants but lucky the food was suitable for mi / chinese. mi n annie found out tht laundry was really cheap there so we washed our clothes there . hahahha.

Day 3 : ah fuck , muscle cramp. must be the cu chi tunnel thingy. we walked while squatting for 40 metres. muscle cramp at the left thigh of mine :( today is th most tiring , but most meaningful day for mi (: morning was super boring i swear. we went to the palace , a place where th king or dunno wad stayed. very grand n spacious. everything was super royal. i hope i can get that in future. LOL. think too much. after tht , we went to a museam where they talked about war between th vietnamese and US once again. saw something there which made my heart sank. sank so deeply till i was in daze for about 10 minute. mind was blank. but annie comforted me. ♥

afternoon , most meaninful thing tht i've done in my life. taking care of a baby. she is super cute. we were in the orphanage. at first , th more grown up kids which were mostly boys were so scary. they kip snatching sweets from me. super freaked out by them but i know they meant no harm. so i went to th baby side n found this cute little girl. i called her meimei all along n she responded! haha. took care of her like she's my own from the time i reached there till it was time to go off. dropped tears when letting meimei go :( very saddddd. i still miss her alot now. i even printed out her photo and placed them into my wallet.

no shopping today becos we needed to plan a performance for next day's school exchange programme. i already planned to go for a manicure session at a spa salon just beside the hotel ^^ but ended up we practiced for a long time n the spa salon was already closed by th time we went there. so me n annie decided to go back to bathe , have cup noodles , & then to massage after such a tiring day! ahahah. at first , when we went to th massage place located in the hotel itself , i got so scared sia. its like , at the reception counter , after having a key , alot of guys surrounding th messaging place were looking here n there at me n annie and i even wanted to turn back n not have th massage becos i dint see any girls at all. omg. i was scared tht th person tht will be massagins us will b a male , i kept asking whether its female or male man -.- then they said female. we went very deep into the area den got many many individual rooms for massage. alot of guys customers. like obviously lor. cos the massage girls all so sexy n wear so revealing -.- like prostitutes luhs. zzz. but i dun care. i am feeling tired n i want a massage!! we needed to take off everything except our panties to enjoy th massage -.- wth. LOL. they gave us a pants tht are worn by old man in sg i guess. HAHAHAHA. the massage was great . really great. super shiock sia. after message , felt all relaxed, me n annie went back hotel room n had a nice sleep.

Day 4 : after having breakfast , went to he school exchange programme. me n annie n others have a buddy with us to show us around the school. when i look at the two buddies we have , whcih were close frens with each other , on them , i see me n annie. HAHAHA. becos they were so crazy n close n everythinbg , just like me n annie!! hahahaha. pls dun puke , but it is true :D

after the school thing , we went to a famous candy shop in saigon tht sells coconut candy. bought not much but quite alot of candy there. hoho.

after tht , we went to this school , a special needs school. me and annie and SABRINA (-____-) went to a room where alot kids are. they are the mutes. but have very bubbly n cheerful character. (: me and annie prepared alot of colouring paper 2 days ago. lucky it came to a good use becos we drawed till late at night. drew 50++ pieces . not big ones , small ones , but meaningufl k (: there is this girl n boy which keep quarreling , me n annie kept laughing n annie say the girl will grow up to b like me given her character -.- LOL. but i agree with her. HAHA. when we were there , they were having the last few hours of their school. they had their dinner at the school and then slowly , one by one , parents of theirs came to fetch them (:

after tht , we went to have dinner. and then shopping again , this time i already decided wad to buy n i just chiong like a siao zhabor , not forgetting bargaining! i swear i bargained away at least $70 off from all my purchases. went back hotel to bathe , den went down to ground floor to settle laundry bills n have a small meeting with th teachers n everyone else. i recieved the MOST CARING AWARD. **PROUD OF MYSELF TTM** annie said the teachers must have been blind. HAHAHAHAHAHHA. i did not expected to recieve this award either cos i dint know there was this award o.o LOL. after tht , went back to room n packed up things cos we will be checking out tml... after packing , i decided no matter wht i must do manicure. (: so me n annie went down, rushed to th spa , they were already closing as it was already 8.30pm. shops close very early there. i think its becos they are scared of robberies and such late at night. the spa salon was supposingly closing at 9pm. but i walked in n told them i wanted to do a manicure. they told mi to come back tml but i said im flying to singapore tml. so they helped me to do :D annie wait till very annoyed. LOL. hahahah. ccb , they chop my head sia. they charged me 400,000 dong for my manicure. but i didnt wanna bargain cos converted to singapore dollars , its only $20++!!! for nail art on all fingers , OPI nail polish , gel nails extensions , top coat. ITS WORTH IT. in singapore if we were to do tht , it can easily cost us $80~$100+++ =.= so i just dun care n do it. haha. JUST DO IT, NIKE. annie rejected about going to massage again when she initially say she wanted to massage :( but its okay~~ went back hotel room n slept.

Day 5 : woke up super early in th morning , got bell boys to take both our luggages down to lobby as they are too heavy cos me n annie bought super lots of coffee powder back to singapore. my luggages consisted of 1 big suitcase , 1 big hand luggage , one small hand luggage , and one big big bag of 10kg coffee powder. LOL. checked out and had breakfast.

we went to a school where poor families do not have money to let their children go to school. there were many students there. we gave out all our sweets n souveniers and everything. played games with 2 classes. it was a fun time despite being very warm x.x after tht , we went to th mall , PARKSON, near th airport.

something big happened in th mall. fucking mrs frieda tay and mr chen jia liang kaopeh about my nails. they forced me to remove them , i refused. i jitao shout at them. dan pissed off. i dun care , i want manicure means i want , i duwan take off means i duwan. mrs tay eventually called my mom but she kena kan by my mom too. my mom stupid , in the end still give in and tell me to remove th nail polish. frieda tay wanted me to take out th whole gel nails n i refused even more.

went to the airport , plane got delayed by 2 hours. fml max. we checked in our luggages. my luggages weighed a total of 35.7kg, which was over weight by 15.7kg , but due to group check in , it was okay , i didnt have to pay for overweight charges. hoho. frieda tay spotted a spa which procide manicure service. she told them to take out th whol gel nails but they said they didnt know how to and its very complicated if i wanted to take out. haha , orbi good. so i just took away my nail polish. but i was still not happy luhs -.-

went to a restaurant to have complimentary food there. played uno n stuffs with annie n other students. got so bored. finally it was time to board th plane and home sweet home :)

THATS ALL FOR MY VIETNAM TRIP!!! PHOTOS.

2010-11-12T22:41:00.001+08:00

S.A.F

seriously tiring day today. alarm rang at 6am but dragged my sleep untill 6.45am . walked out of room , annie just reached my house , for breakfast :D love having breakfast with her! hehe. planned to eat breakfast at my house before going to work ^^ had a nice breakfast cooked by desi , my maid. muahaha. annie say very nice. hoho. cabb-ed down to zoo cos we're late -.- fucking fucking fucking lots of people. becos its Singapore Air Force's (S.A.F) Family Day -.- wtf. this kind of event , the whole singapore air force come zoo eat kfc? fuckkkkkkkk. but no choice , who told me to choose to work in zoo's kfc. LOL. BUT I LIKE IT! hohohoho. xDDD its really flooded.. with ns man. very disgusting to see so many guys and feels very scary too. kfc flooded , taxi stand flooded , everywhere at the zoo entrance is flooded with guys. i think the best thing is , girl's toilet very empty. LOL. LMAO. hais. worked my head off today seriously. so tiring. at one point of time , even experienced heart ache. i think not enuf breathing cos i was attending customers one after one without enuf time to breathe properly. fuck myself man -.- zzz. really tiring like fuck sia. zzzzzz. WHY DIDNT I PONTENG WORK! :( LOL! haissss. no extra pay somemore. -.- worked like a cow bodoh. my both legs are in pain now. i think its muscle ache. :( haissss. hope tml can walk like a proper human! yawns. tml annie's coming for breakfast again :D happy :D tml working at 11am! hais! hope i wont be late~~ these few days keep on workinglongs hours from morning to closing. but the time spent there is worthwhile becos of all the colleages there , so good ^_^ finally after work , went home with annie , mandy , yewchye. han rong , jingsheng , zongxian & kengwai. talked alot during the bus ride. haha :D super tired now. i tink im gonna turn in very soon. goodnight peeps! hmms. Suddenly feel like BAKING COOKIES! ♥

2010-11-11T16:43:00.002+08:00

DECENT.

woots. finally having a decent 2 days break. tml working again. these 2 days been waking up around 1pm everyday , shiock xP hoho. but staying at home , is really boring , should have gone to work! hahaha. hmmmmmmmm~ tml working , looking forward to it :D hmm. nothing much happened. but i suddenly realised tht i have not bought my sec 4 books yet!!!! =.= zzz! should buy it in december i tink.. this month work alot. i tink i will get alot alot money!! hehe!! $_$ shold have at least 200! last month's pay was like only 67.5 or 76.5. cant remeber the figure clearly but its either one of the previous stated. hoho~~ i tink working more meaningful then studying x.x but must study for O's . yawns. hope i can really make it to a poly. but not republic poly. tyvm. duwanna see some dogs there. hais~ so bored so bored so bored. i wanna go prawning and sentosa sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnn!!!!!!!!! i ♥ prawns. HAHA. bored bored bored. k la , nth much to type. but at least im blogging ryte! hoho. xDD addicted to backyard monsters on facebook man. LOL. but somehow the green screen make me feel like im playing dota. YUCKS. DOTA SUX. -.- k la . byebye peeps!! VISIT MY BLOGSHOP!!!!!

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2010-11-08T08:09:00.002+08:00

URGE.

hi good morning peeps. wondering why i woke up so early? need to get ready for work at 11am (: some of you might say , "EH? siao ah?! so early wake up when u working at 11am for wad!" den let me tell you , one hour for bathing , one hour for eating and one hour for travelling to workplace. LOL. i am a slowpoke =x haissssss!! working later. today , alarm woke me up at 8pm. flipped around and decided to wake up. TO BLOG. damn. suddenly have the urge to blog sia. very strong urge. i was like thinking , "these few weeks keep working , like nobody know like tht. blog also like dead.... OMG , I NEED TO BLOG NOW." so i woke up and blog!! LOLLOLLOL!! really very long never blogged alr. ok , i think i have been saying the sentence "very long nvr blog alr" for the past 10++ posts -.- wtf. zzz. at least i never leave my blog to die~!! hmmmm~ and and and , i find the "taggers" in my tagboard so fucking irritating sia. they keep flood our tagboards , and when some idiots that believe the tags , they click on the link attached to their name and get a stupid page or advertisment. yes , im one of the idiots that clicked on it -.- LOL. sean tan should be very happy to see this post! he loves to read my blog. hahahah! ♥ i was lying on my bed and was thinking wht to blog. and i found nth tht i can blog about. so i just told myself "juz fucking go blog la, anything also can." and ended up blogging about everything tht im thinking on my mind. LOL. oh wait , isnt tht wad blogging is about? HAHA! instead of fakers making up blogs trying to make themselves look glamorous , happy , rich or something. boohoohoo. anyways. i hope i dont be late again like ytd for work. haha. ytd cnt wake up. actually im looking forward to going to work everyday. and have since , neglected alexx -.- zzzzz. but its okay , he's working too. tsk tsk. busy working couple. me gonna go eat and bathe and go for work now. yawnz. i shall request for no work for tomorrow and wednesday. den i cann spend some time blogging about some dumb / funny / crazy customers that i have encountered. and its gonna be an interesting post. i know , because really alot of crazy encouters from customers when im taking their order. HAHA. share with you all next time! oh ~~ what customer's is god going to bring me today~~?? goodbye peeps! ^^

2010-11-01T10:20:00.011+08:00

BIRTHDAY 2010 ♥

hi people! yes yes yes ~~ i know , i know , i've not been blogging actively and even on my bday date , i also nvr blog , so sorry! been working and am enjoying my job curently , hope i continue enjoying it! hmm. ytd went to bugis & far east with mama and cousin and sist and DESI! LOL! hahaha. hmm. satisfied to the max with my loots ytd. bought 1 blusher and lipstick from etude house , 6 tops from far east + bugis , 2 bottoms from far east , 2 necklace from far east ! happy!! :D but happy means money -.- and money means spending alot. :( hais! nvm , NOT I PAY ONE. HAHAHAHAHA. ytd brainwashed my mom when on bus , and my brainwash seems to be effective! she let me buy iphone with my own pay :D so gonna work hard this month , and then get the iPhone hopefully by this month.. :D hehe!

enuf about ytd , lets talk about my bday!

i enjoyed it so super much seriously. although sisters cant celebrate with me , baby's there for me ♥ i rememberr everything on that day! and everything is true -_- he fetched me from school after school but was late , den i very angry bodoh , dunno he rly love me or not when on my bday , he still late. den when i see him come , he held on to a bouquet or roses :O ohmygod! although not very big bouquet and not many roses la , but enuf to make me happy for tht 24hours. HAHAH ! :D the roses is still in my fridge , not dying , i'm trying very very hard to keep it alive , but the sides of the petals are starting to turn dark alr :( its okay.. den , we cabbed to sunplaza , wanted to eat mac , but mac was full house , so we went to eat sakae , me trying very hard to ignore stares from people . i dun rly like th feeling , allthough i am happy with the roses. x.x after eating , i went home to doll up , wash up and dress up. baby waited for me like 2 hours in sembawang aracde , LOL! SORRYYYY BABYYYY! :/ we cabbed to.. SINGAPORE FLYER! yayyyyyyyy! happy ! and i love baby alot alot , he took alot pictures with me , despite him not liking to take pictures.. ♥♥♥ happy die. flyer , interesting , big , round , but the 30 minutes ride passed so quickly , cos i was busy snapping photos.. of me and baby -.-! but i saw the scenery , its rly nice :D if there is a chance to go for a second time , will not take pictures anymore , wanna experience the real ride itself :D after this , very good , went to dhoby ghaut , take neoprintsssss!! WOOOOOTS. :D :D chose a machine that i dint know how to use and turned out tht th background all not nice -.- but managed to make it nice! to me la. LOL. no pictures the neoprints at the moment now , but will upload the pictures once i scanned it into my comp k! hehe. after neoprints , baby let me play 1 round PIU , 1 round DDR , he played DDR with me!!!! although he noob. HAHAHAH. :x after that , went to plaza sing , Swensen's to have dinner ♥ not bad ah! (; when thinking what to eat , i suddenly remembered that i FORGOT TO TAKE MY PHONE!!!! OMFG. NOT AGAIN!!?!??! i left it at PIU machine thr , baby took the trouble to rush down to the arcade to find for me , thankfully the phone was still thr. x.x aiya , anyways , my lanjiao phone ,d un ntink anybody in the arcade will want it -.- tsk tsk. baby came back to the restaurant , WITH A BIG BIG WRAPPED PRESENT :O i dint know wht it is , i dint want to open the wrapper. LOL. waited till i got home. i ate baked rice , which i regretted :( still prefered my all time favourite chicken mieunere ( dunno how to spell -.- ). its the fried chicken cutlet -.- baby ordered fish and chips , wanted to order ice cream , but was told tht on my bday , i will get a birthday firehouse , i cnt remember the name , its sumthying litat la. its an ice cream and its on the house on my bday :) so we ate the ice cream after that. baby super sweet , sang me a bday song , told me to make a wish , blow the candles , before we dug in to the icecream super loves ♥♥♥♥♥ after tht , we cabbed home , baby cabbed me home and cabbed to his workplace at boon keng , he needed to work x.x and yes! thats all for my bday day! ^_^ so happy. when i got home , i opened the wrapper , it was a hello kitty plushie. OHMYGOD , SO SOFT , SO FLUFFY , & MOST IMPORTANTLY , ITS HELLO KITTY OKAYS. I LIKE I LIKE I LOVE!! so cute sia. i take picture of it den upload tgt with the neoprints la k :) haha!

now , show you all the pictures tht we took on tht day :) i lazy edit -.-

2010-10-23T23:44:00.001+08:00

LIKE.

woots , been working today and just bathed & came to use comp.. hoho. i super miss baby now :( hais! dunno where is he ~~ hmm. today working , do back up , I LIKE! back up very challenging when alot alot orders, SUPER LIKE. hoho. better than dining in my view. hehe. cos no nid kip walking around , but got more things to do , keep myself occupied , so time can pass faster. hoho! my mum came and kpkb today when closing , saying i nvr inform her , bla bla , super pissed. but forget it , i like my job , i duwanna quit =.= HUMPH. hais. after this , maybe go audi. or play plants vs zombies. HAHAH. plants vs zombies i play damn long alr , very addictive although is always the same thing. been playing it over and over again , and now im stuck at a level which i duynno why i cnt pass -.- ccb. zzz! friday was promotion day , IM REALLY SCARED THAT I DROP TO NORMAL ACAD. if i drop to normal acad, i will :

- fuck myself until i die
- stab myself with a hundred knives
- bang wall

LOLLOLLOL. hehe. k la , nth le. byebyebye. ♥

2010-10-20T18:37:00.003+08:00

NOTHING.

here to vent my angers.

since the day we patched back , (yes , we patched. 12oct.) everything is going smooth and steady and even better, untill today , u treated me like rubbish , i duwan to clearly say out everything tht happen just now. too tiring , too hurting. i just wanna tell you , if your really not happy with me , u can ignore me. i dun mind. i add oil to your fire? den who is adding oil to mine? after what you do today , i really feell that i am nothing to you. you will sure deny of course. just because of a game , can lead us to a quarrel. like everytym in the past 2 years , because of game game game game game we get quarrels , from small ones to big ones. wtf is this. i really dun understand. today , is the fucking first time , you leave me alone so suddenly in msn . you just go offline like that, at first i tot u dc or sumthing , and then i called you , u give me some fucked up attitude , forcing me to tell you wht im unhappy about. and when i ask yoou why u go offline suddenly without even fucking telling me , you say u off comp. thumbs up. a hundred fucking thumbs up for you. you rly nice . u can now leave me alone so suddenly , without saying anything. if in the future i do this to you , dun come and kpkb at me. im not going to tolerate anything that im not happy from you like last time already. i duwanna be a stupid girl anymore , i want to be a happy girl. IF I CAN. fuck my life. fuck yours , fuck our relationship. everything just goes wrong. if you still think you are not at wrong at all , im fine with it . i dunnid your apologies , because your apologies dont come from your heart. because of today's attitude , insult and ignorance you give me , i rea;lly find that i am nothing to you , and you dun respect me as your girlfriend at all. answer me , what am i to you? nothing. truly sad and disappointed to your ignorant act. i dunno what will happen after you see this post. another break up again? i sick and tired of this cycle.

2010-10-17T23:34:00.002+08:00

WORKKKKKKKKKKK.

hello peeps! just had a lil rest after coming home from work and bathe! today was a good experience , now i know that money is really hard to earn x.x!! HAISSSS. my leg now damn pain :( walk here and there around the whole kfc to collect trays and clean table. worst part is , i unlucky , kena assign to wash trays, fuck -.- u know how high is the tray or not!?!?!!?!??!?! TALLER THAN ME WHEN STACKED UP. OMFG..... -_____________- and today kena scold 3 times -.- first day work den kena scold 3 times le -.- rly power man.

1st time : i stand with one leg not straight , den the person come over and say "you are a staff of KFC , do not stand like a flamingo. (fuck your mom.)

2nd time : after finish washing the tower of trays , took a small break , took some water from the dispenser and drank while walking around , manager saw and said in chinese " YOU FINISH YOUR WORK ALREADY? FINISH ALREADY YOU DONT DRINK AT THE COUNTER OR WALK AROUND , JUST STAND BEHIND AND DRINK. I DUN LIKE STAFF LIKE THAT OK." (knnbccb.)

3rd time : this fucking china staff tell me tht the safety shoes can put at workplace no nid take hom so wont so mafan , and added on saying can put in office , manager will help me keep. i open the office door and ask manager whether can put the shoes at office or not since the china guy say she will help t ake care . and she said " WHO SAY CAN PUT IN OFFICE? WHO SAY ONE? CANNOT PUT LA , MUST TAKE BACK HOME , CANNOT KEEP DE. LATER LOST DEN YOU NEED TO BUY AGAIN , WASTE MONEY. " (FUCK YOUUUUUUU & the china guy.)

thats all! -.-! tml working again D: hope it will be a better day! byebye! (:

2010-10-14T12:15:00.003+08:00

COUGHHHHHH.

fuck -.- i having a super bad cough and sore throat. buey tahan. what i hate the most , fever , and im scared i will get it along with this cough+ sore throat combo. zzz. hais. fml uhs. today a.maths paper 2 , totally dunno how to do , anyhow do. i rly think i will drop down to normal academic stream. tmd. zzzzzz. i rly duwan drop bodoh. hais. currently , alr screwed physics , BOTH mathematics , and chemistry. for geog and social studies , i tried my best :( tsk tsk. haissss. k la , byebye, nth much alr. birthday coming~~

2010-10-10T14:27:00.004+08:00

HALLOWEEN.

hello peeps! ytd was fun ttm man! xDD super last minute , went to night safari / singapore zoo with iris to meet ANNIE! for halloween =3 firs ttime going for halloween event . LOL. hmm. enjoyable night indeed. i'm a cut queue pro! ;) HAHAH. iris kena scare till like shit. LMAO. me too -.- when i was in the GUI MANSION -.- LOL. iris kena scare everywhere. lmao. she dont dare to take photos with the "ghosts" only dare to take photo with one ghost.... ME. LOL. haha. let the pictures do the talking (: thanks shuhui for the ticket , :D

p/s : my mind is full of you. ;(

2010-10-07T15:12:00.002+08:00

EARLY.

coming home very early these few days :( single life really sux alot. haisssss. so lonely , i need hugs :( omg. x.x dying. nth to do these few days , activly playing audition. LOL. today i told myself i must study for geography exam which is tml , but i came home , i straight on comp -.- zzz! MUST STUDY. i try to study la -.- hais~! i tink geog sure fail alr this time -.- today in school ,t alked to mandy in italian+indian accent for 20 full minutes about blogshop and stuffs. lmao. MANDY KEEP HITTING ME ON MY LEGS BODOH! untill whole leg red -.- hmm. TEOTEOTEO , YOU ARE SICK , PLS GET WELL SOON K! ;) ♥

currently adding in new clothes for my blogshop.. den go audi alr. LOL. so yeap , thats about it for today , byebye :D

2010-10-04T13:41:00.002+08:00

AGAIN.

hello peeps , super early back home today cos after exam nowhere to go~ hmm~ no comments on my single life -__- zzz. able to cope with it anyways. but it is always better to have someone by ur side :( hmm. i realise im addicted to auditionSEA AGAIN! LOL! :D dunno why also. HAHAH. hmm. after this blog post , im gonna go audi alr =x LOL. hoho. blogshop's doing fine , going to close down geo lens alr. dun feel like selling. zzz. hmm. thats all for today , gonna see whether there are any updates for my blogshop and den i go audi le :B BYE!

2010-10-02T11:19:00.003+08:00

STRESS.

omg omg omg. i cant take the stress!! fuck it. blgoshop orders , cappings reach already , but got 6 pieces of clothings currently out of stocks. fml. i now damn stress. still must tell my customers , still must minus th cappings , must refund / change order, still must wait again for more cappings. wa shyt . i feel so stressed! I NEED A PARTNER FOR MY BUSINESS. ZZZZZZZZZ.

2010-09-30T19:56:00.002+08:00

COOL.

yo people. i'm doing something damn cool now ah i tell u all! my comp seems to be talking to me bodoh! but actually its just that got one person run a programme den the person can see wht im doing on my comp also O_O! COOL ah rly. LMAO. hmmmmm. tml got exam , i no heart to study -.- zzz. i tink i will fail social studies if dun have th northern ireland question -.- if dun hav , i go bang wall suaaaaa. my life's in a mess i guess. buey tahan -.- zzzz. today teo sister tell me bout private school , make me feel like going to private school :o hmm. i wanna start business myself instead of working for other people. i so hot tempered , sure cmi de -.- BUT GUESS WHAT? me and teo sister going to work at ZOO's KFC after these exams bodoh! *proud* hoho , so , i have to bear with all the lj people in singapore and from other countries. cant believe tht i will be so pathectic to go wipe table and clean trays for people in like 2 or 3 weeks time :( walao , first time leh. never wipe table in my whole life before. never sweep or mop floor in my whole life before. except for class duties in my school -.- i never touch a wet cloth meant for wiping tables before man. i wonder whether will i explode during my worktime? i duwan people call out to me and say "EH MISS! help em clean here can?" i tink i will die. i duwan to be like a dog! but what to do? im the employee , not the employer :( SADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD. T.T my purpose is, to get an iPhone 4. z. becos i love it! =.= actually parents buying , but due to me always losing my phone , they purposely duwan gimme buy. stupid~~! so i told my mom saying tht i will go work , earn th money and tell them help me buy -.- and she said okay. but i dunno whether i can get through this or not D: hmm , wadeva la , iphone 4 , th plan , 16gb $460 , student plan , alot benefits , one month $22++ , 12gb free data bundle , UNLIMITED sms , 100mins free outgoing, not bad ah! :) so , i gonna need 460. my piggy bank got 100++! hoho. ok , i should stop blogging now alr. COS GOT ONE BIANTAI LOOKING AT ME POSTING! HAHAHAHAHAH! thats all for today. BYEBYE!

2010-09-29T18:50:00.002+08:00

NO.

arggggg. sorry everyoine , been neglecting my blog once again becos of relationship problems. i guess it is stable now. i wish alexx go on with his life as per normal. i will try not to neglect my blog anymore and be active on blogging again. hmmm. shyt , exam is this friday , only 2 days away and i am still not ready for it. omfg. zzzzzz. i really duwan to drop to normal academic stream! :( NONONO , I RLY DUWANNNN! hais.. hope mandy teo does well to o so we can stay in express tgt ;x YOU HEAR THT AH TEO?!?! im quite happey cos my blogho's apparel preorder 1 is gonna reach capping soon ;D just 2 more pieces of clothing and the order will be sent out ;) SO BE SURE TO SUPPORT!

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2010-09-27T18:31:00.002+08:00

TURMOIL.

my mind's in a turmoil , i dunno wht to do. fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

2010-09-23T19:49:00.001+08:00

STUDYING

woots , tml studying with webster and babyyyyyy! i tink i will be able to concentrate :) LMAO. ok , i rly will concentrate on revising for my maths this time. i tink webster is a good fren! HAH! okay , bye! i am living a happy life! i tink.

2010-09-21T20:39:00.002+08:00

我只要 YOU & ME!

woots. i love baby alot alot alot! we keep singing "Jiggy" today la. LMAO. hahahaha! happy with him. and i hope i will continue to be ahppy for a long time. :) LOVE YOU BABY! im gonna slp early tonight. this week has been sleeping later den my usual time , make me headache alot x.x IM GONNA SLEEP BY 10.30PM TONIGHT! i promise!

Baby : oh oh oh , 妳要什么东西?
Me : 我只要 YOU & ME!

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2010-09-20T18:22:00.000+08:00

BACK.

IM BACK BODOH!
& I LOVE YOU BABY!

2010-09-17T21:15:00.002+08:00

THROWING.

throwing my whole damn blog aside until the day comes ( i will not tell you all whats the day) . http://everlastinglov-e-jasmin.blogspot.com has landed me into making a grave mistake in my life. if i could , i would have dug out my brain and nerves , and chop off all my fingers. i hate my blog now. fucker. i should not have typed all those hurting words. wad a bitch i am. what a mother fucker i am. FUCK .

2010-09-16T19:24:00.002+08:00

REGRET.

i regret breaking up. but i cant bring back time anymore. talked to you today. and realise so so much things. i rly want you back. but i know its near impossible. but the only way is to wait. i will wait for your return. i will. i love you too much. i rly regret my decision so so much.

p/s: dont provoke me this few days cos i wont scodl you , is straight beat you up.

2010-09-15T17:40:00.004+08:00

SO SO MUCH.

feeling so blank right now.. this post is for you & only you , Alexx Kuah.

writing this post with a tear for every word i type out.. thanks for this 23 months and 3 days. i became matured, sensible after being with you. i have learnt not to throw temper so much anymore , i gain patience and tolarence from you. i appreciate every single things that we have done together.

from when we first met in arcade at the drum machine on 1 october 2008
from first time tonning wit you and jovyn on 4 october 2008
from confessing to you over auditionSEA on 7 october 2008
from being pangseh by you on 10 october at escape theme park
from being together with you on 12 october 2008
from talking to you on the phone every night before we got together
from the first break up with you on 12 january 2009
from having the first pair of couple ring with you on 12 april 2009
from going to jelutung cc so often
from me screaming like hell when i saw the big butterfly outside jelutung cc
from eating ban mian and ee mian with you belowjelutung cc
from finding out _______ on 29 may 2009
from having _________ on 26 june 2009
from having our second pair of couple ring on 12 october 2009
from having our final couple ring on 12 april 2010
from watching ice age 2 , tekken , despicable me , king of fighters , the unborn , transformers 2 , street dance , step up 3 , ice kachang puppy love , and some other movies together.
from spending thousand of money playing scoop candy machine at causeway point and pasir ris
from accompanying me to jj party 4
from fetching me from school sometimes
from eating with you at swensens , astons , mac , kfc , sakae sushi , kopitiam , 313 , foodfare , milk cafe.
from baking cookies for you
from you coming to my house at 5am in the morning the last time.
from quarreling with you so so much throughout our whole relationship
from breaking up with you today, 15 september 2010

so so much memories with you. i really treasure the times with you. but fate and destiny took us away from each other. the feeling of breaking up with you , is so so different compared to the last times.. its hurts so so much more than anything.

this break up hurts. so so much. soso much.
infront of my sisters , after crying for about an hour after sending you the break up message , i got back to my usual self , cracking jokes , fooling around with the girls.
but deep inside , im crying , im bleeding. it hurts so much. so so much from anything else that i could imagine. so much that i am dying.

i loved you so so much..
i forgived you so so much..
i gave you chance so so much..
i am hurt by you so so much..

this would be the end of us , no more turning back..
a clean break...
i hope you can find a better person , and i hope i can move on smoothly.
thanks for your care , love , concern , protection and forgiveness.
you are someone that i have gone through the biggest things in life with.
i will never forget you.
thanks for everything.

2010-09-14T19:22:00.002+08:00

OH MY GOD!

oh my god! its been A WHILE WEEK since i blogged about my life! omg~~ so sorry for not posting often like before :( enjoyed my holiday.. went to msia grandma house for 2 days , den went to thailand for 3 days.. gonna post up a picture of my loots from thailand tml.. had fun in thailand. really fun. hoho. school is really boring. i really cannot take it anymore -.- wanna skip school , also cnt. zzz. for the sake of my sisters ♥ :D yawns la. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. i feel like dying. i rly nid some motivation to post more. and my blogshop is starting to recieve orders.. hope the orders wont stop :B HUAT LA! okay , done , i wanna go bathe. byebyebye

2010-09-07T11:30:00.002+08:00

HAT YAI.

hello peeps , i wanna update more often :( sian! blogshop , still no business. zzz. anyways , will be flying to hatyai , thailand on 090910 , will be coming back on 120910.. MISS ME PEOPLE. sorry mandy and baby cant celebrate your bday and anniversary :( really sorry! hmms. going thr for a holiday + pray + shopping. LOL. hope it'll be fun. but i still prefer bangkok.. bangkok is shopping heaven. my mom told me tht bangkok is like far east plaza and orchard , nice things but abit pricey , hat yai is like bugis street , cheap and nice. LOLLOL. hope what she say is true as it will be my first time going.. while writing this post , i wonder , "how long will i be updating this blog?" as in , will i still be blogging 2 , 3 , 4 , 5 years down the road? o.o! wa , den damn fun , can see how stupid i am in th past by looking at my archives. but then , if i were to think back at th times when i did some small and major decisions , i tink i wont regret, if i were to go back to the time , i will still do the same thing :) hoho. i tink thats the end of todays post. i wanna blog something inspirational x.x byebye! off to raffles at 1pm. going parent's workplace.

2010-09-03T13:21:00.002+08:00

SIO.

damn sio now. nabuey. today was quite a good day , slept in class , like the feeling. but veyr hot :( good day only untill nearing end of shcool in assembly. shalll not sya what happen. only very sio only. cheebye. mess with me you fucking bastard mess with me somemore la. fuck your whole family man. i girl , i younger than you , means can bully? when school reopens , u better say away from me. mess with me again , i will make sure you lose your face. you already lost like half of your face after i insulted you so much infront of more than 20 people , everybody laugh at you.. how does that feel u motherfucker? :) dont make me really make you no face. stay away from me , a very good advice you should heed. or else , good luck. sam , good luck. anything not happy come find me , i will be more than glad to entertain you and your patterns.

2010-09-02T19:53:00.003+08:00

LOVE , LOVE , LOVE.

hello peeps , i had fun ytd with the girls!! :D went to town with them and shopped around. hoho. bought myself 2 rings , and one new wallet. love the things i bought. especially the rings. but i dint take picture of them. lazy :P anyways , upload one of my hamster's picture up to let y'all see ^o^ FATFAT!

2010-08-30T17:57:00.002+08:00

BUSY.

yawnssssssssssssss. life is busy but boring these days! busy doing my blog , which has no business up till now -.- subsribed a month of advertisment program , hope it helps my blogshop to get orders.. hmm. and , did cookies few days back :D gave some to cousin amanda and she said nice!! (Y) YAY. classmates says tht i can open pastry shop , mandy says my cookies are okay okay only , SHUHUI says they are bitter! wth! LOL! shuhui taste buds got problem :D anyways , after finishing this post , me going do fresh cookies for my frens and classmates to give them tml ^^ hoho. c i so goooood! i rly hope my blogshop's business will get well la.. cos i duwan fail D: T.T hais! SUPPORT ME LEH! =x and i got a hard time finding guy apparels within my budget.. oh wel.. i should not give up. jiayousssssssssss~!! and , i failed 3 subjects so far. :( satisfied with my english , maths pass so still okay. failed both sciences and a.maths. lol. screw these. byebye. off to cookies! i should not neglect my blog so much~

2010-08-25T19:19:00.005+08:00

BLOGSHOP.

hello people! im here to advertise my blogshop! newly opened (: hope it will be a success then therefore making my life more busy and fun. (: earn money also! $_$ wahahah. but i have problems finding guys apparels. zzz. hais! shall work hard and dont give up on my blogshop. PLS SUPPORT ME! :D

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2010-08-20T17:00:00.003+08:00

REALISED

i realise that i post very very little for this year 2010. and i think the reason is becos , WE quarrelled more than last year and before already. please fucking hell keep your lanjiao attitude to yourself. or else it will soon be over. thanks. we really quarrelled more already. you dun fucking care bout me anyway.. whats the point? you always think you are always the correct one , and when things aint what you want , you only know hwo to kpkb and give me a fucking long face. hais. you are so pathetic (: from now on , i wont kpkb at you for quarrels , becuz in the end my effort is wasted cos you wont change at all. am i right? haha. nice one la :) you see, i can still show you smily faces :) :) :) this show hwo much i have given up in making you a better person. be a lanjiao person if you like to be one. :) cos you will be more happy that way cos you wont give a fucking damned care on me anymore :) nice. & i tink you now damn angry with me and thinking of breaking with me cos i use your handphone to sms that girl acting as you ryte? ^^ hehe. expected one. have fun being angry cos at the end of the day you will find yourself the one who is angry while im not angry at anything about you anymore. hahah

2010-08-16T18:36:00.001+08:00

MIA.

will be posting very rarely and seldomly till i am ready to start afresh , or when i have got all my questions and oubts answered. dun ask why. thanks.

to bi :

i really need you and your answers. i dun want to give up so fast on us. no please.

2010-08-13T14:29:00.002+08:00

FREAKING

zzzz. i fraking boring at home for the past 2 days. being sick is really not fun. zzzzzzzzzzz. better still , maybe tml and sunday will be rotting at home. zzzzzz. i miss the girls , i miss baby . i miss hugs and kisses T.T fuck my life! rly freaking bored at home. even play comp also play till sian. slp too much , slp till whole body ache. x.x but good thing is both swollen throat and bites are getting better (: waiting for baby to wake up den tell him pei me sms -.- haisss. k la byebye peeps. CLICK MY ADS CLICK MY ADS CLICK MY ADS.

2010-08-12T12:16:00.005+08:00

SWOLLEN

aiyaaaaaaaaaaaa. got so many swollen bites or wadeva on my legs and hands. im so pekchek about it la. feeling very giddy right now. actually wanted to go and slp. but decided to post before going to slp. i feel like a zombie now. very tired, my neck hurts , throat hurts, and my limbs are itching all over. zzzzzzzzz. my eyes are half wide only. zzz. i hate being sick. especially sore throat. z. very saddening day today. morning i woke up , throat rly hurts and having a bad headache. aft much consideration , called mom and told her bout my situation. she told me not to go to school today and later in th morning go see doctor. woke up at 8.45am , bathed and went to see doctor with desi (maid) . doctor said tht th swollen parts may be due to bed bugs or any other insect tht he doesnt know. noob doctor. dont even know what bite me =x but cnt blame also anyways. zzz. but very strange , i just changed my mattress. how can have bed bugs? zz? rly dunno wht's happening to me. lucky is that i do not have fever. or else i tink i will stay i bed for th entire day. zzz. today , i coughed blood ut. i coughed too hard i guess. becos of my fucking sore throat. haissssss.... buey tahan. rly painful. im talking like a duck now. my voice is terrible. zzz.

another saddening thing is that today is th 12th , which means my anniversary with baby.. he haven send me th photo tht we took tgt -.- planning to get it from him today and upload on my blog tgt with this post. but am not able to do so anymore T.T rly terrible la! fuck my life. =.=

sorry baby , cant celebrate our day with you. T.T sorryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. but still wish you and me , HAPPY 22TH MONTH! ♥ my love for you never stops.

and ya , i got a new hamster alr! see when i got time , take photo den upload into my blog too. very cute. i like ♥ hamster doesnt have name yet. any suggestions?? :) its a male. and im not accepting stupid name like corn , etc etc. LOL.

thats all for today. im gonna faint anytime from now. going slp now. bye.

baby i love you ♥

UPDATED AT 5.28PM :

alexx sent me the photo alr :)

2010-08-10T19:11:00.003+08:00

BITCH.

today. im gonna talk about a bitch. who is she? my youngest auntie from my mom's side. life has been a bitch since she moved into my house when i was kin kindergarten. she moved in becos she's a malaysian , and she's working in singapore. all these years, i dun like her. she thinks and take my room liek hers. she thinks that she owns this flat, own my room and everything. well fuck you aunt. as i grow up , i hate her more and more. cos as i grow up , i know more things , and i wanna make my own decision , i get more stubborn , guailan , attitude towards her. tried to talk nicely without quarreling with her , but to no avail. fuck this shit. why im so angry with her suddenly? let me tell you why.

this morning , i woke up, as usual , i check my phone for messages first. i saw one message, it turns out to be my aunt, she went to work alr. th message wrote "i wear your shoes to work. yesterday you buy one :P" FUCK HER. that heels ! that heart-shaped fucking nice shoes tht i onli wore once! and it was a gift from alexx! fuck this bitch right round and round. nabuey cheebye. its a gift from my fucking boyf. she think she rly can take everything tht i own whenever she want? zzz. fuck you aunt. fuck you.

she took to wear my heels , she will never know how i feel.because why? because its a pair of heels tht my boyf gave me. she has no fucking boyf. let me see how she will react th next time she has a boyf and i take her belongings tht her boyf gifted her to use without permission. i mean like , yes , she informed me , but what? i did not fucking agree to let her wear those pair of heels. fucker. mother fucker. she at least should have woke me up and ask me , if i say yes, then she wear la! cheebye. rly pissed with her. i hope she gets bang by the car on the way back. i hope that her legs and feet will rot. fucker cheebye. i will not fucking respect you. from now. im gonna use everything of yours , you kpkb? i dun fucking give a damn. dunt ink tht you're a elder , i nid to respect you. you wanna attitude, i attitude you. dun expect me to respect u. mother fucker. nigger.

im gonnna use everything of yours and dont inform you from now on. handbags , accessories , hair bands , shampoo , conditioner, clothes , perfume, make up. FUCK YOU BITCH.

i hope u stay single for life becos no guy can stand your bloody bitchness. and when you die , no one will bother. fuck off.

on a side note , im gonna get a new hamster tomorrow! annie ♥ is accompanying me tml! ^o^ ♥♥♥ what should i name it?

p/s : crazy and lazy is dead. z.

2010-08-10T00:04:00.005+08:00

FIREWORKS ♥

hi people , i just got out of a comfortable bathe :) just reached home not long ago.. came back from raffles. arghhh. damn tired. let me explain thoroughly wht happened since i got much time on my hands now cos im waiting for my hair to dry while putting on mask ♥

only came back this morning 10.30am from the beach , i shall not elaborate on beach cos nth to write about -.- but enjoyed yesterday at the beach too :) reached home , chiong bathe , got a hard time choosing my clothes.. went out of house at bout 11.40am.. and i forget to make up -.- WTH! MAKE UP ALSO CAN FORGET! zzz. cab-ed to alexx house, den woke him up , went out to have lunch , sakae at bout 1~2pm.. den took train down with alexx and jovyn, took to orchard, bought 2 mango toga shirts at wisma autria. LOVE THEM. ♥ nice. i likeeeeeeeeeeeee. den went to far east , was finding for the pair of heart - shaped - heel - high - heels , but cnt find. then called sist mandy ♥ den she knew whr isit! it was at bugis! LOL. den cabb-ed down to bugis. bought th shoes. LOVE ALSO! ♥ den cabb-ed to esplanade, but alot alot alot of roads kena closed. then our adventure starts. we walked from city hall all the way to raffles. fuck my life man! all the short cut ways to esplanade all blocked! fuck my life man! den i was like wearing my heart shape heels. zzz. m)phosis one too pain , buey tahan D: so i changed to th heart shape one , not so jialat. den we walk walk walk , chiong chiong chiong , squeeze thru crowds and under tunnels. finally we reached one damn air-conned place, was so happy , but then suddenly realised only at CITYLINK. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. wanted to faint man. den i saw one 7-11 store, jiato chiong in. bought two milk tea, 3 mineral water. was dying alr. den continue our "journey" . cos i fussed about wanting a good view of the fireworks. den chiong again like nobody business. at that time i felt like a idiot chioinging for i dunno wht. but i just followed baby and jovyn, kip going and going aimlessly. finally we reached thr. with my legs hurting like shyts. zz, had a good place to seat and waited. sweating alot. and the two boys are playing with their psp(s). zzzzz. stupid guys. den i waited thr. camwhore with alexx. like only a few pictures took with him , only got one nice one.. will be putting some pictures up the next post or the next few posts cos i seldom and rarely upload pictures.. too lazy =x LOL. wait till 8.10pm.. sang national anthem and recite pledge. everybody was so singaporean at tht moment. rly got a very special feeling. hoho. I ♥ singapore ~!~ den after tht got fireworks. ohhhhhhhhhhhh. the feeling is just great. the running and squeezing is just so worth it! witnessing sg's bday , with my love , with a beautiful moment , with a glamorous and great fireworks , really makes my day :) after fireworks finish , we veyr realistic , chiong to air con underground to go home. LOL. actually wanted to take mrt , but very lazy tired and sure many people taking. so decided to take cab. toilet flodded like crazy , my bladder almost dropped out and burst like a water balloon. oh yea , this year fireworks , alot of BANGLA. but heng none stare and smile or say hi to me like perverts. TSK. nice. alot bangla. rly. zzz. flooded and surronded by them man -.- buey tahan. cabb-ed in jovyn;s daddy cab , thanks uncle! ^o^ den went sembawang , ate ah mei cafe's nasi briyani and the guys ate prata. went to alexx house for bout one hour , dhen he sent me go take cab cos scared i got anything happen cos late at night alr. aww, so sweet. ♥ den reached home safely. bathe and so tired now. but want to finish this post and facebook first.. so yea , byebye :) HAPPY NATIONAL DAY! ♥

p/s : i changed my format settings cos when i posted this post , it was alr past 12am , so th actual date is 100710 , but i duwan , so changed th time thingy, became 11.04pm instead. LOL.

2010-08-08T09:32:00.002+08:00

WHY?

im thinking.... why am i not updating my blog so actively like last time? :( isit really becos of the problems and the laziness i developed this year? so many problems with so many things. sometimes i just get tired of everything :( hais. i will try to update as much as i can.. persuading my parents to allow me and my sist to have hamsters again :) but this time, only one. LOL. baby, dun get angry bout this x.x i wanna change my blogskin badly leh. my god. although i like this blogskin and have sticked to it for more than 2 years, i somewhat want a special special customised only for me one.. hais.. i wanna update my blog daily :( fuckkkkkkkkkk. hmmmmm.. tml is national day! i'm gonna go out and spend the day with alexx. but i hope we will be able to catch the fireworks~~ its benn long since i witnessed the fireworks display on national day.. since the day YOU went away.. BUT ITS OKAY. i hope i will get to see them tomorrow. if not , i hope my day tml will be a happy and enjoyable day and not a day staying at bibi's fucking house watching him sleep etc. BIBI , DONT TON TONIGHT. THANKS ALOT. COS I RLY WILL DULAN. k la, byebye!

2010-08-02T17:46:00.002+08:00

CUSTOMISED.

my life is so fucked up. zzz. lucky i got my girls to be here for me when i am down. thanks so much, Mandy, Annie , Joyce & ShuHui ♥ rly thanks alot. anyway , my life is really fucked up. zzz. okay , im looking for a person who can help me with blogskin. i want a CUSTOMISED blogskin. got a lot of requirements for my blogskin , and also alot of requirements from YOU , the person whose gonne help me with my blogskin. here's it. but relax , im not going to require my blogskin to be made untill like xiaxue's one. LOL.

Requirements:

-Trustable
-No delay
-Dont kaopeh kaobu about my desired blogskin
-On task
-Very familiar with blogger and colour codes (VERY VERY HOR.)
-Knows photo-editting ( i can help too)
-If you cannot manage to do what i want , please tell me , dont give bullshit

ok! i tink thats all! abit strict huh my requirements. but i really hope someone can help!

p.s : i'm willing to pay the person :) thanks in advance.

email me or add me on msn or leave a message on my tagboard! thanks!
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2010-07-29T17:53:00.002+08:00

PEACE.

I WANT PEACE IN MY FUCKING RELATIONSHIP.
and i know i'll never get it.
FUCK LOVE.
FUCK MY LIFE.
FUCK EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU.

2010-07-27T19:42:00.002+08:00

PRACTICAL.

i realise i neglected my blog for so fucking long. zzz. i tink its becos of my grandma , thus incovenient for me to blog. and there'es nth much to blog about. hmm. let me see, its been a long time since i did practical for my F&N.. so i heard from F&N students of my class tht tml got practical! yay! meaning can cook. hohohohoho. if im not wrong , we're gonna do a cream cake or dunno wht, but , its a cake la. LOLLOLLOL. AND MANDY TEO! COME SCHOOL TML! DONT WORRY! I HELP U ARRANGE PARTNER FOR F&N!! ♥♥♥ excited bout tml cos i just so loveeeeeee practical. i also dono why. hahahah. now coursework is out of my way becos i've completed it. happy die. hehe. but hope i can re-print somethings tml D: excited about cooking with sean tan also! hehe. he's such a good friend. much loves too :D ♥ hahaha. ok , that's enuf. goodbye... MY CORNS ARE GETTING BETTER = I CAN WALK FASTER ! not being a burden to everyone so much anymore. AHHAHA. muacks readers! continue reading , tagging & clicking on my ads! ^^ byebye! *waves* i suddenly realised tht i said tht i have nth to post but im wrint so much above! LOL! byebyebye ♥

2010-07-21T16:44:00.003+08:00

BANGALAS.

zzzzzz. so fucking pissed off now. i just walked back home from the bus top and then i saw these 3 bangalas carrying some extremely heavy thing. i glanced at them and made my way up , as i walk past them , they kip saying "hello. hello. hello." and gave me tht DAMN PERVERTIC FACE. smile like they have never seen girls in a 100 years. and i just said loudly "FUCK YOU ALL BANGALAS."... den show middle finger _l_ . they started to turn to angry face , i just walked my way up. zzz. i rly dunno why are bangalas like that. zzzzzzzz. like idiots retarded horny fuckers la! zzz. go find their filipino maid , why aim me?! zzzz! fml fml fml! super disgusting can! zzzzzzzzz. i hope bangalas are banned from singapore. zzz. fuck offff! byebye peeps~

PRESENTING YOU ALL..........

MY CORN!

2010-07-20T18:51:00.001+08:00

SO FAST?!

i just found out tht its gonna be august real soon meaning tht CA2 will be coming soon! wtf! i nvr realised untill now -.- zzz. gotta work hard on maths. i duwanna fail 4 subjects and get other subjects with borderline passes again :( today in school , changed seat. permanently. seating beside chubi, aka ANNIE! LOL! not bad huh! but far away from darren and mandy :( saddddd! hais. after school alexx and papa came fetch me. after tht , i duwanna elaborate. very tired. zzz. but i did something very wonderful today. i played PIU & DDR WITH MY CORNS TODAY! which is now fucking swollen and pain. NICE. zzzzzzzzzzzz. HATE U CORNS.

2010-07-18T17:06:00.001+08:00

CORNS.

have two damned corns of my left feet wihch is so damned painful. zzzzzzz. fml. HOW TO REMOVE THEM?! hasaplast's corn removal plaster is of no use , and i tink it made it worser. cb. i wanna die now. and roro went home this afternoon. good luck to her life -.- bye. short update onli.

2010-07-13T19:44:00.002+08:00

TRUE.

hi guys. no mood to post. only can say , today , first half of day is good , next half is totally shit to my life. fuck my whole damned life. thats all i can say. and happy birthday to my dearest shuhui , may u have a great day.

i have a question for everyone.

what is love?
or rather ,
what is true love?

i tink true love is you stay with the person , no matter what he or she have done to hurt you.
true love is willing to die for the person. you. love.

i can say that i have stayed with the person that i love no matter what he have done in the past, & today. i can say i truly love him. but i dont know if i'm willing to die for him. but i tink , Yes.

will the person have true love within him for me?
still searching for this answer that i have been searching for years. years. and years.

people say that true love is letting go , that is utter bullshit to me.

so guys, friends, everyone , what is true love?

2010-07-12T18:06:00.002+08:00

MATCH.

hi everyone! im back from school. these few days i dint slp in school i tried to copy down notes :) hopefully i will get improvement in my maths and other subjects. hehe! today me , mandy and darren talked about BRA -.- and we laugh like mad. LOL! dammmmmm funnny! hahahah. then after school , alexx came fetch me. becos its our anniversary today :) went to sunplaza with ivan and jovyn , eat nasi briyani (dunno how to spell) at ah mei cafe, yumyum , damn nice! i like! after tht mandy saw me and came in , as i was done with my food , i went with mandy to food court find CHUBI , aka annie! hahahah! xDD den they went eat mac , i ate mcflurry. i like~ ♥ den i went back home with alexx. rested awhile den made way dwn to sembwanag sunplaza again to watch MAXIMUM TUNE MATCH! woots. sibei exciting. woots~ in the end , we win of cos ^_^! happy for the team. heh. after tht go home le... sian. getting more and more tired day by day. am i dying? o.O

bibi! look here! ♥

I LOVE YOU ALOT. muacks.
HAPPY 21 MONTHS!
hope we can continue last long. ♥
love you.

2010-07-09T19:33:00.002+08:00

SLEEP.

woots , today sleep the whole lesson. first 4 periods , + 1 period of recess. social studies watch sick , very nice. den went for assembly and went alexx house. hang around sembawang till 7pm. den went home. yawns.. anthea wong, i eat die you. slap die you. bitch die you. u tink wht? give my fren fucking $120 den we cant touch u forever? rubbish la hor.. u pay me everyday $120 , i garantee you , i will lick your butt. wont even touch u. TSK. now u dont owe shuhui money le , but u owe sock ee $69 . dont forget uhs :)

2010-07-07T17:30:00.002+08:00

STARTS.

WOOTS. my interesting part of life starts now. with ANTHEA WONG :) anthea , why so humji siol? why everything report to jennifer like dog like tht siol? why siol? ownself no guts den want step other people's taill for what siol? hais.. what a loser , failure , prostitute. if u rly wanna prove my words wrong , dun be a dog anymore , stop complaining and reporting everything to jennifer and confront me and the others face to face la :)

2010-07-06T19:49:00.002+08:00

STUPID.

tsk. anthea wong. u tink u very clever? :D , no , you the opposite. STUPID. you gave me a good laugh today at you. dont fucking come find me and the girls after today. we see you as dog. as dirt. as rubbish. dont come act chim again with us. this is a fucking warning for you. and ym warning goes out only once. after tht , u takecare of yourself. if you really can , dont come find your gan jie , gan kor , gan mama , gan papa , gan ah gong , gan ah ma , gan tai gong , gan tai ma come talk to us. talk to us YOURSELF. gan gan gan , so like to gan , gan your family die la.

2010-07-05T18:46:00.002+08:00

ANGRY.

zzz. damn angry today. 1st , 2 of my extensions dropped . saddening. zzz. bored at home today. just came back with a full stomach filled with KFC. LOL~ hahah. i realised tht , one day without school , i go right straight back into holiday mood. omg x.x hais~~ no interest in studies at all now. tml start got asp. knn. hear the name only i sian alr. asp = after school programme. zzzzzzzz. hais! cannot see alexx as long as last time. but nvm. zzz. quarreled with him today. duwan tok bout it. after finishing this post , may be updating fam blog and then go to slp to avoid my mind from anyhow tink of things. hais. bye people.

2010-07-03T14:34:00.002+08:00

LIKE.

hello , im going into malaysia in an hour or 2 hours time. for my family BBQ :D excited to see my cute cousin. hehe

i've put on extensions and i guess some of you haven seen how i look like , so here's it :D

I LIKE

2010-07-02T19:31:00.010+08:00

\m/ (^o^) \m/

HELLO READERS!! I AM SUPER HIGH TODAY SO AS A RESULT , IM GOING TO CAPS THE WHOLE POST!! OKAY , joking -.- it will be too guailan to caps the whole post. LOL. anyways.. today... school celebreated YOUTH DAY YO!!! \m/ (^o^) \m/ you see , the title of this post , the face , and the hand sign , is what i've been showing from 7.30am till 12.30pm today! because.. ITS YOUTH DAY YO!! \m/ (^o^) \m/ LOL. i too high today. because ITS YOUTH DAY YO!! \m/ (^o^) \m/ OK, STOP IT MAN. -.-!! i dunno why im like so happy with youth day this year. LOL. school teachers put up some performance. which is really entertaining. expecially the do re mi song. hahaha. love it. and its like i dint sleep a wink today cos ITS YOUTH DAY YO!! \m/ (^o^) \m/ lol. i got too high and cant sleep. then i used this sentence to wake those who are sleeping. hahahaha. funny. den at assembly , i kip uyse my deodorant disiao the sabrina. lmao. hahaha. funny man. i duwan talk bout after shcool. tooooo long winded. just remember that today is YOUTH DAY YO!!

\m/ (^o^) \m/

2010-06-30T16:06:00.001+08:00

300TH.

hoho! 300th post! www.everlastinglov-e-jasmin.blogspot.com HUAT LA! but i dunno what to write. cos seriously , i dunno whats going on in my life -.- i have no interest in school. dragging myself up like a cow everyday for the sake of going school but sleeps the day in school away. zzz. totally no gaol in life x.x zzz.

i got something to say.

seriously , whats wrong with you?

2010-06-29T19:22:00.002+08:00

SCHOOL.

school is fucking boring for term 3 i swear. zzz. except for having new great buddies to hang out and go crazy with , everything is bored to the max. zzzz. really have nth to update on lor. z. school is bored, everything is bored. can soemone make my life happening? like pls -.- tml got home econs. hohohoho. those never do decision making de , good luck ♥

2010-06-28T17:08:00.001+08:00

T & H & D.

Tired , Hungry , Disappointed.
wishing tht everything will get back to how it was like for the past 30days.

2010-06-27T18:52:00.004+08:00

OVER.

hi guys. been a few days since i blogged. hurhurhur~ life's been great for me this month becos no quarrels with dearest and have been going out fufilling my wishes! :D okayyyy..

1. watched karate kid (mad awesome)
2. watched toy story (mad awesome)
3. no quarrels with baby (mad happy)
4. did my extensions *thanks baby for sponsoring $100 for me x.x (ultra awesome + happy)
5. bought nice nice rings (good)
6. went to taiwan with dearest girls and friends (awesomely great)

yes.. i know , quite little highlights in this holiday.. but not bad.. at least they make me happy :D teehee! i now got long hairrrrrr! woots! but , things always have their pros and cons..
pros : i can look chio-er *er-hem*
cons : have to use lots of shampoo + conditioner and have to comb my hair like a donkey.
need to wake up 30 mins earlier (5.30am FML) than before (6.00am) to tie my hair. need to blow dry for mad long.

oh shyt , cons have more -.- but i dun care , chio covers all the cons ^_^ LOL. wadeva. enuf nonsense mannn!

school's reopening!!!!! yeaoooooooooooooo!!
yeaoooooooo is a combination of Yeah+Boooo= Yeaooooooooooo!
ok , i tink im going mad with my own nonsense. zzz.

YEAH : friends , sleeping in class , making trouble , laughters, can see bibi every weekday!
BOOOO : no holidays , homework , rantings , and many more than you could expect.

so.. yeahh.. my life's gonna be like !#$^&_))&^:&%5@#&+_+^% after 12am today.. sian.. hope school wil be very happening for me (: its been a long time since i made trouble.... lets see how. LOL. okay. i must study hard to pass O levels.. thats for sure. but i dun tink i can concentrate. zzz. hais~ nevermind.. wishing everyone a good life when school reopens. buhbyes readers! ♥♥ holidays overrrrrrr!

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2010-06-23T12:25:00.002+08:00

TO.

to my dearest :

bi, i appreciate you alot for these whole month of school holiday.. i'm really amazed that we have not quarrel for the whole month. even yes , only small arguments that we will get over after 10 minutes.. i really appreciate your love and care for me in this month. but of course , for the past 1 year 8 month + .. thanks alot for everything you've sacrificed for me. i felt your love for me now. and i will cherish it. i can see tht you have changed for the better, be it because of me , or because of yourself.. to start work , to earn your own money, and trying to support me like a real husband. thanks alot bi for everything. i love you. ♥

tml going out with dearest , mandy , shuhui & annie!! yay! loves loves.

2010-06-22T17:03:00.002+08:00

GAMBLING.

today , im gonna talk bout something that have happened to my botak-uncle , which is my dad's friend.. i knew him since i was little , from my memory. he very funny one. haha. and then , soon , he launched a tyre / car workshop at KL. now , he has no more workshop. no more , money , but got many debts. because of what? GAMBLING. he became addicted because he was on the winning streak.. he went genting highlands' casinos to gamble frequently as he lives at malaysia..

guess what's more exciting?
yesterday , my dad recieved a call from his fren. what happened?
guess what?
botak uncle got into a mountain of debts from LOAN SHARKS. and then he cnt pay the interest on time , because why? GAMBLING. he borrowed money and went on gambling , thinking tht he would be lucky and win again~~
and more exciting one , yesterday's call , my father and my family got to know that , botak uncle cant pay up , loan sharks CHOPPED OFF HIS FINGERS. not 1 , not 2 ,

BUT 4. FOUR. F.O.U.R.

and nice loan sharks they have , they dint let botak uncle go after chopping off his hand , they took him to their territory or something and beat him up. botak uncle cant save his fingers. because he had no chance to rush to hospital to stitch them back to his hand. even if he could after the beatiing , they are dead fingers alr , no more use , and will rot soon after.

nice ryte? this is based on true story of cos -.- my dad's fren leh. zzz. hais. really poor thing.
so , isit worth gambling so much for the thrill and thinking that u will be lucky and get rich overnight? isit worth your four fingers?

if you want gamble , no problem , but please know your limits. dont end up like botak uncle. thanks. if u wanna lend money from loan sharks , THINK AGAIN.

a so called motivation post for everyone (: hehe! byebye!

2010-06-19T13:46:00.002+08:00

HAIIIIIIIIIIIII YAAAAAA!!!

yo people! enjoyed ytd ttm. i wanna learn kungfu! WAHAHAH. ytd , watched KARATE KID . i tell u , u all better go watch , cos it will be like the talk of the town la! LOL. maybe not so exagerrating , but wht i wanna say is tht rly should go watch , cos its damn nice. i start to love jacky chan shows ._. like The Spy Next Door , & of cos , KARATE KID! rly , this movie is a total 5 star review for me. fuck man! i dun mind watching it agn and agn. im gonna tell alexx bring me go watch it for th second time, if its still on screen when sch reopens. zzz. which i think , wont be on screen when school reopens. boring! but nevermind. i will buy the DVD! I LOVE IT MAN SERIOUSLY. best best movie. totally unexpected outcomes of some things. like the put on your jacket attitude. lmao! hahahaha. k la , i tink i write till here , just remember , GO WATCH KARATE KIDDDDDDDD! HAIIIIII YAAAA!

2010-06-17T15:25:00.004+08:00

FUCK

2010-06-15T17:40:00.002+08:00

STOP.

hey hey , going to stop blogging for a few days or even this whole holiday untill school re-open becos nidda go help work for my parents so i can get my extensions~~!!! YAY. YAY. YAY. EXTENSIONS , MUACKSSSS. xD ok , crazy. den i can get iPhone. MAYBE. been begging like a dog -.- zzz. wadeva~ knock off at 2pm , reach home damn tired , now even when im writing this entry , i am damn sleepy. yawning like 5000 times in a minute. LOL. EXAGERRATING. hahahaha. ok. nvm. i going facebook now and sleep i tink. zzz. so , because of my sleepyness and fatigue after work , tink i'll stop posting for this holiday. but i will try my best to post of cos. so stay tune! TAG! AND CLICK MY ADS! THANKS! LOVE EVERYONE. ♥

2010-06-14T15:20:00.004+08:00

TRIP.

ATTENTION TO ANNIE PNG :

I NOW UPDATE ON TAIWAN , OKAYSSS?! RELAX! xD

kk, lets start. today , im gonna update first on wht i have done today and then on my taiwan trip..

woke up at 7am and then found it too early so slept till 10.30pm.. played comp till 11.30am den got ready to go to alexx's house ♥ miss die him :( went to his house & pass him things tht i have bought for him and the boys, boys , hope u all like it uhs ^_^ after tht , took train to causeway point help dad buy some bread and went home. boring day. but seeing alexx is worth it ♥♥♥

** its so unusual for not hearing annie's and shuhui's laughter :( saddddd. miss die them! T.T

6 Days in Taiwan

Day 1 : nothing much becos arrived taiwan around evening , and got delayed by teacher's passport thingy tht has problem , thus cancelling night markettht we're supposed to be going. BOOHOOHOO. went to have dinner instead at some shop tht sells quite a variety of food. BUT. IT. IS. VERY. HORRIBLE. not the food , but the environment!!!!!!!!! u know , th box that contains the utensils and the box that contains the tissue box... IS.... STICKY TO THE MAX. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz FML FML FML FML FML. imagine , your household METAL stainless steel TABLESPOON tht u use to scoop your food , CAN STICK ON YOUR FINGERRR!!!! FUCKKKKKK!! u know how disgusting it is?! imagine a heavy spoon can stick without you holding on to it , it just sticks to your finger!! and its only one finger man!! fucktard. and its like , almost everything is sticky. omfg. zz. then i kept saying during the meal "in singapore , these type of thing wont happen one lor. nb." LOL. then annie and shuhui kept laughing -.- im like their laughing gas ;D went to careefour after dinner to buy daily needs etc. lyan lost 1100 taiwan currency. tsk. boys bought liquor -.- checked in to hotel , wow, the hotels very nice and spacious. thumbs up ! dint go for de-brief becos we dint know where the debrief was. wth -.- after tht i had my BUBBLE BATH. (Y) den laughed through the night and went to sleep alr~ stayed in the hotel with anthea , shuhui and annie. sadded tht mandy cant come and sleep with us :( FML~

Day 2 : we're late we're late! actually im the one who is late only -.- because i overslept liek a dead pig , and as everyone know my dinosaur temper , no one dare wake me up -.- at last , mandy came waking me up . and i hugged her before waking up! wth! LOL! hahahahah. skipped breakfast and was damn dulan la. zzzzz. board onto the bus and i pulled a long face all the way == we went to YangMing Mountain.. nice place thr , very nice & fresh air :) Yangming Shan is a volcano mountain and erupted till its now an extinct volcano alr. but we cans till see smoke and feel the hot smoke tht is coming out of part of the mountain. cool.. the tour guide keep telling us about ARROW BAMBOO -.- in a funny tone somemore. then the guys kip disiao by saying arrow bamboo in the funny tour guide's tone. LOL. after tht , went to eat at a restaurant like shop. nabuey , food thr sux. teacher order de food all kns -.- zzzz. like shyt like tht. buey tahan , den we ordered a very singaporean food... NUGGETS. LOL. we 4 , shuhui , me , annie and anthea ,was so hungry tht we ate 2 bowls of minced pork rice. becos it was nice and thr was nth else to eat anymore -.-

--AFTER THIS , I FORGOT HOW THE SEQUENCE IS LIKE FOR THE NEXT FEW DAYS, SO I JUST WRITE ANYHOW. NOT INSEQUENCE BUT ALL ARE REAL! PAISEH & THANKS.--

Taipei 101 -- Nothing much there cos all very expensive. zz. ate Hagen Daaz ( dono how to spell la cb ) den nothing much alr. we kept disiao anthea with the Pia word till she dulan ^.^ hehe!

JiuFen -- had a meal there , which we again , only ate minced pork rice with a bowl of soup -.- den we went around buying lots of things. like milk bottle water bottle , Masks , Malt Candy ♥ (I BOUGHT 15 STICKS) & keychains..

Tai Da aka Taiwan University -- cheebye , many mosquitos in the toilet! in for 3 mins only and i got 6 mosquito bites! pro or watt? other girls also got them. zzzz. stupid. and the flush got some gigantic problem. angry die me. zzz. purpose to go to tai da is to do our projext , which was to interview 6 peopls about their life in school etc.. got very dulan with 2 persons =.= after taida , went to the night market nearby , we got 100 taiwan sgd for our dinner which we can buy anything we want to eat.. but we girls used it for shopping instead of eating. hehehehe! but 100 only , also cant do much -.- bought clothes and some things for ourselves and frens and relatives back in singapore..

Dan Shui -- the place tht i love most during this trip.. it is an old street but have many modern and old things thr. me and girls shopped thr mostly for souveniors and stuffs.. at one point , liyan wanted to buy sour plums and we found a shop. afetr buying , the shop owner gave her a sachet of medicine and we read the title on the sachet , it was meant for making the body healthy etc! LOL! den we were thinking tht the shop owner must have though tht liyan was pregnant! HAHAH. damn LOL lor. xD at a point of time while wandering along the street , anthea wanted to buy black peanuts because her relative told her to buy i tink.. we went into a shop tht looked very professional kind , those shops tht sells alot of dried goods thingy. we went in to ask den the person told us that their branch at the other end of the street sells black peanuts while they dont have the stock in their shop. the lady gave anthea a map and we followed the map to walk straight. walked for very long and i was thinking whether did we walked the wrong way.. i told anthea and the others "anthea ah , if we walk till the end of the street , still cannot find , means you wasting all of us de time , means im going to drag you to the back alley and whack you." den everybody laugh like mad again! wth! shuhui's laughter is powerful (: at last , anthea found her black peanuts. or else i cant imagine what will happen (: hehe... had fun shopping thr and then we met up with the tour guide and went for dinner which was also along the street.. made mdm yong laugh like mad as well as other girls from our school group when eating. LOL. ate minced pork rice with soup again -.- its like minced pork rice has become our daily needed food.. -.-

Bei Tou Secondary School -- had fun thr. made new frens and omfg! ALOT ALOT SHUAI GE!! weeeeee! but unfortunately , none in my class :( girls in my class are wayyyy to friendly man , abit scary. LOL. but not bad la. lazy to elaborate. zzz. attended their graduation ceremony th following day and made myself xiasuey by dancing and singing on the stage, zzz. but nevermind , cos the feeling's great cos got mandy and other good frens with me going through everything with me (: hehe ♥♥

Xi Men Ding : went there mainly for shopping but it rained, boooooo. so bought only little things there.. hard to shop as it was raining and not enuf time also. booo. zzz.

Other night markets : SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING

Zhong Zheng Memorial Hall : nice place , very peaceful there.. we witnessed the changing shifts of the soldiers.. this means respect for the first president of taiwan.. which was chiang kai shek .. dono if i have spelled the name wrong , but its something like tht..

Zhong Lie Chi : witnessed shift changing of soldiers too , but this time a lil bit different for zhong zheng memorial's..

i tink i stop here , this is almost it laaaa. nothing much to write already. just a summary of everything.. overall , I ENJOYED MYSELF THERE! CHEERS! miss the girls badly T.T byebye!

2010-06-12T14:55:00.003+08:00

LOVE.

FIRST THINGS FIRST ,
HAPPY 1 YEAR 8 MONTHS BABY!! LOVE YOU.
这段路不好走, 珍惜对方吧..

YO EVERYONE. I'M BACK FROM TAIWANNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!! arrived yesterday at 10.30pm , reached home at 12am.. (: happy die to be home , but hot die to be home -.- zzz. wadeva it is , being home is the best ^_^ anyone misses me? xD i miss die alexx man x.x had alot of fun with everyone at taiwan. xDD shall elaborate maybe later or tomorro~ i just woke up -.-! zzz. time check , 2.56pm. LOL. had lots of fun with th guys and girls. especially the girls.
Mandy ♥ Shuhui ♥ Annie ♥ Anthea ♥ Liyan ♥
they are the best travel buddies ever. especially the first 3!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ mandy can shop with me , shuhui and laugh with me , annie can do mask with me! LOL. we do everything together , love them ttm. xD woke up so late becos on the 5th day , alot of us stayed awake and slept at bout 5am++ cos fooling around , doing our nails , and playing billard etcetc. gahhhh , gonna go wash up now , open my luggage and start sorting out my loots from taiwan. ♥ u girls! byebye~~ post later bout taiwan , or tomorrow (:

2010-06-05T15:14:00.002+08:00

FOTY.

foty? whats that? its Fam Of The Year!! weeeee! -HOLY- taking part in it xDD yay. thru taigong , i got to know tht holy won 2 games , and im still waiting for results (: too bad i cannot go for foty. zzzz. haish! but nevermind (: ♥ -HOLY- , -HOLY- HUAT AHHHHHHHH! xD alexx not playing cos he's working as a game marshall for the event. hurhur. wish all holy members tht are taking part in foty all the best (: my sister went to malacca for 3 days. went on 030610 , house was so quiet la. wad the hell. when she is in th house , i feel so pekchek with her around , not tht she's not around , the house is far toooooooo queit ._. zzzz. very abnormal without her around. no one pestering me to let her play comp , no one dancing around like a madcow out of sudden , no one calling me idiot in chinese once in awhile =_= LOL. yes , laugh on , laugh. this is how iris behaves in the house -.- she step one guaikia only :/ LOL! hahahaha. ok wadeva. later today , at 5pm , she's coming back home! woots! hope she had fun thr. hehe. and yes , flying to TAIWAN tml afternoon! :( sadded. sad about quite a few thing and happy bout quite a few things. sad is becos ,

1. no more alexx hugs & kisses T.T
2. CANNOT FACEBOOK!! fmlfmlfml
3. cannot blog :(
4. cannot sms and call like how i sms and call in singapore :(
5. no more home-cooked meals x.x

happy becos ,

1. TAIWAN! ♥
2. got alot nice things to eat & buy there!
3. going with all good good frens x) especially MANDY.T ♥♥♥♥♥
4. not as hot as singapore (:
5. got alot money to spenddddd!

yay! hohoho. i will miss alexx alot alot ALOT. T.T walao , going cry le -.- zzzzzzz. dad gave me 800sgd in taiwan currency , 200sgd in sgd (: heh. 1000 for me in 6 days. YAY. can buy as many thing as i wan , run out of money still can exchange with my 200sgd in th hotel x) hohohohoho.

nothing much now , going to audi / facebook. buhbyes! miss me when im in taiwan readers & haters! CONTINUE TAGGING AND CLICKING MY ADS. THANKS. byebye! ♥♥♥

1 year coming , sorry. should i go for it? or not? :(

2010-06-02T17:09:00.002+08:00

TTM.

bored ttm. i have a crazy thought now. i feel like starting on my DECISION MAKING. for my food & nutrition O_O! crazy. dono wanna do or not. very easy to do. but must kip type alot of things. z. very very tedious. z. have been sleeping late at night.. like 3 ~ 4am? haish. so many problems in my relationship. just hope tht it will get better. haisssss. woke up late everyday in th afternoon. today afternoon 2pm+ went to find alexx awhile. emo day. came home at 3pm+ decided not to stay too long with him cos he very tired cos he dint slp ytd night. and if i stay too long with him , i cannot bear to go home T.T 4 more days to taiwan , excited yet sad D: cos cannot see alexx. haish. miss him now. but what to do? cannot do anything now. zzz. haish. i wanna die.

2010-06-01T11:32:00.006+08:00

WOAH.

yawnz. i just woke up. zzz. feels so good to wake up at this time. no school at all. great. i on comp , i on facebook , i logged in in to my nuffnang.. and WOAHHHH! i see one of my visits came from ITALY O_O!!!! dono why man! few months back , i got thailand , malaysia , USA & indonesia people visiting my blog O_O! abit scary eh. skarli people from those countries planning to kidnap me.. -.- CRAZY. wadeva. just feel strange how come so many people from other countries visit my blog ? how they know my existance? O_O! tsk. but wadeva. i'm still very tired. should be going back to slp or continue using comp. fk lor , my audition cant start dono why. gonna restart my computer now. holiday JUST started , and im missing alexx alot alr. -'-
WHY DOES ALEXX HAVE TO BE SO ADDICTIVE?! i miss his hugs :( & , CLICK MY ADS! LOVE MY READERS ♥ & haters (: hais. k la. buhbyes. and i got somthing to say (:

the thiinq that iie wantted tuuhx tell euuxz all ishh that . . . actually h0rhhx ,, iie h0rhx ,, thiinkk tatt iie starrtiinqz tuhhx lurbbx twiittiinq liiao w0rhhx . iie dunn0 whhye nehhzxc.

MY FOOT.
FUCK TWITTERS -.-

2010-05-31T13:53:00.002+08:00

29 MAY 2010

LONG.

i got long hair now! woots! from front view , u see short hair , from behind , long hair! woots! ♥ love love love my hair now. i want more extensions! =x heh. met mandy for today at sembwang at 12.30pm. den went to bugis. shopped for awhile , did extensions HOHO. i got 65 strands while mandy got 10! heh! den mrt-ed down to cube to find alexx. dulan him only lor. z. den after tht i went back bugis , shop , shop finish , mandy went to find her friends and i mrt-ed down to cube again. zz. went to find alexx. tsk. i see bitch. den afetr tht mrt-ed to vivo becos thr was SUPPOSED to be a cosplay. then went down to vivo. knn , me and jovyn and alexx kena dua by the bitch's group hor , take us 3 like dog like tht follow them here and thr den found out no cosplay at vivo =.= zzz. den dulan alr , me , alexx and jovyn went out , smoke awhile. (only alexx smoke.) den we decided to give bitch's information a try , which is clarke quay , bitch said tht it was thr , alexx and jovyn cosplay fans , they said worth a try. so we went thr. guess what? kena dua again! whoo! double combo ♥ like dog like tht for second time leh! yay! den forget it , all three of us damn dulan alr. then went down to STICKY buy sweets! yay loves ♥ den went to eat at kopitiam. cabbed back to sembwanag after tht. i stayed at alexx's house for awhile den go home le.

KNNBCCB MOTHER DIE LA HOR BITCH. FUCKER. MODEL LAN LA HOR. YOU GO BANG WALL LA. CHEEBYE. FUCK AS FAR AS YOU CAN LA HOR. THINK I EASY TO DUA AND PLAY WITH AR? WANT SUE ME COME ONLY LA. TAKE GOVERNMENT AGAINST ME NO USE ONE LA HOR. NABUEY PUA CHEEBYE. YOUR CHEEBYE PUA LA HOR. DONT LET ME SEE YOU AGAIN. I THINK YOUR COMPANIES ALL EYE GOT STAMP LA , U AS A MODEL? YEA LA , GO MODDELING FOR DOG APPARALS. GO.

30 MAY 2010

ROT.

nothing much , rotted at home -.- zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

31 MAY 2010

CRAMP.

Slept at 3 ytd becos of fucking lai ang menses cramps. zzz. cant sleep well. zz. wupposed to make my phone alarm ring at 6am but it dint rang. zzz. owke up a 7 am under human alarm clock. zzz. make me dulan of myself . -.- LOL. early in the morning stupid alexx kip disiao me!!!! rawrs. left home at 8am and went alex xhouse find him. 9am went to eat macdonalds breakfast with him and boon khhon.. eat le went to school for taiwan thingy , total waste of my time. just do some research bout taiwan , give a short speech bout wad we've researched and know bout taiwan den we can go off le -.- zzzz. lame shit. bus-ed home and now blogging. z. boring to the max. zzzz. my blood is boiling~ zzz. byebye~

KANINABU CHAOCHEEBYE MOTHERDIE FATHERDOG LANJIAOBIN~

looks like the dog's are giving birth to more bitches and dogs. tsk. dog population increased by 1!

2010-05-27T19:36:00.002+08:00

Z -_-

zzz. -.- -.- -.- today sports fest in school. very tiring... from slacking and sitting down -.- zzzzzzzzzz. its like boring la. zzz. dint take part in any events. zzzz. actually wanna ponteng. in the end tot mr sham got come , den he very the !*&%* one. zzz. den went to school. BUT IN THE END HE NVR COME! FML TTM!!!!!! zzz. regretted coming to school. zzz. spent most of the time inside the cold hall watching floorball matches with wan jie. hahaha. after sch went find alexx. spend the day at his hosue whole day. z. no mood go out too -.- thts all for the day~ CLICK MY DAMNED ADS. :) thanks! tatas!

2010-05-26T16:43:00.001+08:00

MUCH.

much? nothing. nothing much today -.- zzzz. how come my life suddenly become so quiet? :( not fun. zzzzzzzz. tml sports fest... to go or not to go? THATS A QUESTION...

2010-05-25T19:41:00.002+08:00

HOT.

knnbccb!!! today whole day , in class , like OVEN. zzz. humid and hot. after school , rained a little , became even hotter and humid!!!! why singapore? why?! why cant you be perfect with a temperature of 24 degrees?!?!?! WHYYYYYYYYYYYY?!?! mother nature , dont you love jasmin?! pls! change the weather! dont like keesiao like tht , 1 day rain whole day , next day hot like oven! zzzzzz! buey tahan. im gonna on aircon this whole year. no la , month -.- zzz. i dont care!!! *excited about taiwan trip* ^_^v my TEO sister may be coming my house stayover before going taiwan so my dad can drive both to airport! woots! ♥ mandy! bye. CLICK ADS.

2010-05-24T19:05:00.002+08:00

TSK.

tsk , im back again -.- i love alexx! this sentence says it all. bye dudes. CLICK ADS~ CLICK CLICK CLICK.

p/s : fuck those fucking botting messages form thos websites. advertise ur lanjiao la. _l_

2010-05-23T18:35:00.003+08:00

ANNOUNCEMENT.

have an announcement to make. since friday , have been crying myself to sleep. i'm breaking down alr. the only person tht can help me is YOU.

the announcement is tht , i will only continue blogging till everything is settled nicely. i will be leaving my blog for how long? i dont know. i rly dont know. pls continue tagging and click my ads. i will reply tags , but wont update.

2010-05-21T17:51:00.004+08:00

1, 2 , 3.. 3 WORDS...

FML.

2010-05-20T20:00:00.002+08:00

SCIENCE CENTRE.

yo! good day todayyyyy! firstly , school was fun because we went to science centre. we saw many many cute , funny , interesting and etc things. explored the science centre + PIXAR 20 Years Of Animation ! pretty fun . interesting ttm! :) after tht , went to alexx house.. we decided to go watch SHREK! watched with jovyn and jeremy and alexx~ nice show i tell u . love it! enjoyed too. :D hahaha. i go facebook le. byebye~

2010-05-19T22:43:00.002+08:00

SHORT.

making this post for today short and simple cos im not gonna use comp for long and today nth special happened.. today can say no school cos i woke up in th morning and alot people asked me whether got EXCURSION or not? den i not sure. asked around and yes! we did have an excursion! LOL! a heritage tour bout different cultures. but today we only went into malay , hainanese and chinese culture O.O dono y.. maybe short of time. bleah. wadeva. tomorrow i'll be going to SCIENCE CENTRE for "school"! woots! i wish school will always be like tht everyday :) wahahaha. k la. i go play maple.. PRIVATE SERVER one. LOL! byebye! looking forward to tml.

*jasmin , pls bring jacket tml or you'll be a frozen pig.

2010-05-17T16:05:00.002+08:00

SUPER.

super boring dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. zzzzz! morning went to alexx's house , slept through till maybe 9.30am , den went breakfastw ith him and bangs jovyn ♥ to 313 to eat.. eat liao , went to arcade for awhile and then went home and sleep again -.-! bathed at alexx's house =D alexx went to sleep after tht -.- PIG. then i surfed the net till 2.30pm ++ , felt hungry , called mac.delivery =D yum~ alexx dint eat , slept through -.- zz. buey tahan him. ate finisha nd someone ring th doorbell then kip knock the door , first thing i tot of was "fuck u la , so kanchiong" den when i open the door "HELLO , i am bla bla bla form NEA , here to check for any mosquito breeding sites" den i was like , sian half -.-! after tht i made alexx wake up to open door cos th house wasnt MY house! LOL~ the person said tht around alexx block got 2 cases of DENGUE FEVER! my god. so dangerous. i get dengue , i jolly well end my life better. =x maybe i will stop going alexx house for hits month. LOL. JOKING. ^_^ , nth much , addicted to a game called nightclub city... ON FACEBOOK -.- zzz. facebook's so addictive la fuck! -.-! ok wadeva. any saturday from now i MAY be going out with mandy to shop for our taiwan clothes etc ^_^! heh! ok la , buhbyes.

2010-05-14T19:52:00.002+08:00

HOLY.

yooooooooooo! im happy today xD today collected -HOLY-'s holy tee! =D satisfied with it xD today's last paper, F&N! yay! no more exams for this terms. yayness. now i feel so relaxed la x.x! today spent almost the whole day playing ninja warz -.- LOL. now abit tired.. nth much to do now. ok , i have to go update -HOLY-'s blog now! ^_^v bye peeps!

2010-05-13T23:45:00.003+08:00

SLEEP.

hellos -.- , see the time now , going midnight. decided to post because i cant fall asleep! wtfzxc!! i suddenly keep thinking about my taiwan trip -.- and i got very excited -.-!!! reason being , my dad came back with 11100 taiwan currency , which is sgd 500. he say he will change another 300 for me as i said i want more :P swee la! hahahahah! xD can shopping spree with mandy ♥ liao =D i so excited till i cant fall asleep -.- dono why man. tml last paper. GOOD. :) i'll online for awhile before trying to go to sleep. byebye! CLICK MY ADS -.-